your love had me addicted
but it was kinda like an alcohol addiction
I would drink it up more and more
but that just made me
more vulnerable to your stupid games

your love had me hooked
like a druggie with ****
I would feel the high and I wouldn't want it to stop
and I couldn't wait until the next time
I would feel that high again

your love had me dependent on you
it had me obeying every command
because you convinced me
that's how we would stay together
and I believed it

your love made me scandalous
sneaking around and lying
always prepared for some ****** action
fulfilling your needs
and I never tried to stop you

your love ruined me
made me more suicidal than ever
I thought the only way out was harming myself
because if I hurt you, I would lose you
and you had me convinced