When I leave you behind
What words will flood
What will be your memories
Will you be bitter
or regretful
Maybe grateful?
I'm scared to find out
So when I leave,
I won't look back
I won't cone back
And I won't listen
To you lie
Or beg and cry
I know you'll forget me,
Just like I'll regret you.
I'll never leave you behind
Because I'm not strong enough
And I've already been left
Behind by you.

When I leave you behind
What words will flood
What will be your memories
Will you be bitter
or regretful
Maybe grateful?
I'm scared to find out
So when I leave,
I won't look back
I won't cone back
And I won't listen
To you lie
Or beg and cry
I know you'll forget me,
Just like I'll regret you.
I'll never leave you behind
Because I'm not strong enough
And I've already been left
Behind by you.

She thought of all the wonderful words
That described her, that people
Had said to her
Beautiful, kind, funny, smart
She thought of all these wonderful words
With a melancholic smile twisting her lips
tears rolling down her cheeks
As she sliced the one word synonymous
with all those wonderful words into her leg
Lies

When I leave you behind
What words will flood
What will be your memories
Will you be bitter
or regretful
Maybe grateful?
I'm scared to find out
So when I leave,
I won't look back
I won't cone back
And I won't listen
To you lie
Or beg and cry
I know you'll forget me,
Just like I'll regret you.
I'll never leave you behind
Because I'm not strong enough
And I've already been left
Behind by you.

Stay up with me all night
Fighting
Tell me how you really feel
And **** me
We can go back and forth
Until the tears flow freely
It's what were both used to
A relationship filled with more tears
Than smiles,
More fights
Than "I love you"s
Lets take low blows, insult me
Because it's better than wondering
If there's anything left of me for you
To love.

Stay up with me all night
Fighting
Tell me how you really feel
And **** me
We can go back and forth
Until the tears flow freely
It's what were both used to
A relationship filled with more tears
Than smiles,
More fights
Than "I love you"s
Lets take low blows, insult me
Because it's better than wondering
If there's anything left of me for you
To love.

Destruction is a form of creation
Therefore by destroying myself today,
I am creating a new me for tomorrow.