Surrounded by candles, I write,
"I love..." these candles so unilluminant
give off little light, but bunched together,
they light up the night. Looking behind me
and my past, I see a long, twisted, and gnarled
road of life I have lived, branches everywhere.
Mostly all dead ends because I lost
what was most important om them.
But a new one has opened for me:
A path that leads to a beautiful, funny, smart,
talented girl named...
I can't say it.
You'd laugh, cause you know her.
And I love her...

Lost hopes keeping me live and sane
Evil thoughts I never wished to find
This rage in me leaves me blind
I fear the wake of destruction I've left behind
has led me to my own demise.
This rage is palpable, the evil seen in my eye.
These beliefs I once knew are now regrettable.
Show me now the secrets you wish me to find.

This darkness imprisons me like shackles,
chains of ice and evil.
You, like a guardian, are a hope for me.
My only hope:
the only one with the key to free me
from this never-ending nightmare.
You, my angel,
are the only light in the dark tunnel I live in,
the only piece of me that won't cease existence.
Please stay and light up the dark
and take me down a new path?
I've offered you my love, heart, soul, and
all I have to give.  You now carry it in your hands.
Define me...