How alone can I be befor I lose even myself
The feel of solitudes ice cold tendrils as they
Seep into my skin
When I think to fight
For who
Or what
Giving in so my heart could freeze.

Hopping she arrives soon.

I have tried to calm the sea in me
But still it rages
It will cease to only one
She who can pull me out
Like a bottle 
who's message only her heart can read.

Words can not explain how I feel,
Like life striped away after such a fleeting spell,
But how can I tell
What is real
What is fake
When my dreams of you 
So vivid and clear
Wander the streets of my mind.

Words can not explain how I feel,
Like life striped away after such a fleeting spell,
But how can I tell
What is real
What is fake
When my dreams of you 
So vivid and clear
Wander the streets of my mind.

Words can not explain how I feel,
Like life striped away after such a fleeting spell,
But how can I tell
What is real
What is fake
When my dreams of you 
So vivid and clear
Wander the streets of my mind.

To feel time and life slipping away.
Every inhale a wast ever step misplaced.
You feel the best things you've done are but sparks in the dark.
Seen up close but never afar.

Desperate, 
Determined to find hope were there is no you.

long I've wondered here 
Looking
searching 
With not to show.

But there is no honor in despair 
So desperate to find
hope
Love

You.

What can we call our own 
When are days are less than the stars in the sky.

There is no difference now
just hopes and promises soon shattered.

Desperate, 
Determined to find hope were there is no you.

long I've wondered here 
Looking
searching 
With not to show.

But there is no honor in despair 
So desperate to find
hope
Love

You.

Let not a moan nor sob escape thy lips.
As I fall from life's tree.
a leaf,
a life,
Blown away by the wind of my fathers lips.
Ashes scattered,
like so much chaff in the wind.
Not the end let not thy heart be dismayed.
This is but a joyous beginning.
I welcome the arms of death like a brother. 
For death shall carry me to the arms of my father.
embraced in light,
garbed in love, 
singing at the top of my spiritual lungs.
Let love pass between father and son.

The summer day's sun 
waves crash down on us.
From the restless sea of love 
deep and blue
Vast in its perfect motion 
coast to coast
Tenderly brushing on the hearts of men
 It slowly drags us into it's arms
We men who delve into these waters.
 Find out what it is to truly love
And discover
We are not satisfied with the shallows of the rocky shore.

A girl with hair like the pitch black night. 
And skin like the bleach white moon.

Steping from the shadows Into the light.

Her eyes lit with a firey baze.
Sparkiling like the sunshine 
On the mornings dew haze.

Her eyes in this way holding my gaze.
Full lips pulled back in a perfect smile.
Laughing I'm sure at my astonished face. 

This image burned into my mind.
Like the brand on cattle marked forever. 
Engulfing me as my brain surrenders.

The times when there is no sleep.
A thought that keeps you up.

Awake behind these shuttered eyes
in a dream from which you can not escape.
The hours when you lose grip of time
in an endless fight with your mind.
Fear leaving you paralyzed like a broken spine.

We fight to free ourselves from fear.
It's slavery over us vast i­n the air.
To give in is to die lost in the night.

Except the few that fight.
Riding fear like a wild beast.

A beast who all do FEAR.

I went to put on my shoes.
But when in my room I found
One not two.

This is not right I said in my head
I put them booth at the end of my bed.

I look to the right and then the left. 
And there I saw it under my desk.
 
I got down on my knees and looked under.
When I reached out for it it started to shudder.
I made a face then shook with laughter.
I must be going nuters.

Pulling it out I walked to my bed.
Then sat Down and shook my head.

"don't you laugh at me it said" I throw it down 
Almost wetting the bed.

That's not right I said shoes don't move or talk to you.
It laughed and said" oh but we do" 
I closed my eyes and said I'm going mad. 

Take it easy I said to myself 
It's just a shoe it dose not move or
Talk to you.

I picked it up and put it on.
On the way down stairs I stubed my toe. It laugh " see what I can do and I'm just a shoe.

One that's talking to you!.

The cold rain rolling cross my window pane. As it falls from the sky. 
The clouds drain and die. The trees they shake and shudder. 

As if frightened by the thunder. 
The wind blows their leafless limbs. Like a crowd of lovers waving goodbye. 

The lakes and rivers dance with ripples. The streams and creeks flood with water. Like the high ways on a Monday morning.

As the water falls to the ground.

This time of year
When the children play and cheer. 
Praying for those angel tears.
Mother gray children white
Sending her kids down through the night.

Dream like they fly though the sky
Hitting your face reminding you of a
Cold ocean spray.
 
The trees slowly become an 
army of granite white statues
Still in the night.
 
A littel boy works on a snow man 
an engineer of this cold white city.
The snow compacts under foot 
Groaning as it is slowly squished.

The air bites with almost a metal taste
My breath comes out like a 
Dragons fiery blaze but cold 
as ice in a foggy haze.

The girl a lion in the snow
Waiting to strike with her ball of icy snow.

The smell of smoke promising a fire 
Comes from the house just around the 
Corner.

Always by my side in these lifles times.
That cold summer night the moon full and bright.

She knows the pain of this heart 
And was there to stop the thought.
The thought that stabed my mind and hurt her heart.

She closed her arms around my wast
Keeping me in this place.
Keeping me from the dark bringing 
me closer to the dawn.

My life would not be the same 
If she did not love me in this way. 

Because of her love, I live today.

To lay down on my back
And feel the freashly mown grass
Like the feel of a short hair cut

Friends to the right and the left
Trying hard to see there best

 we lay in this moon lit feild
 staring at this stary gaze
To my left Orion's belt streching far into the velvet black sky

who would think such beauty could be found in this baseball feild when 
All you had to do is look up  
And see this sight witch I do love 

I lay and wish this time could last from now till forever past

Love can not be bought.
Or be paid.
Nothing given nothing gained.

To give up your heart to be with another.
To have nothing but share with eachother.
To trust the touch of another.

OH to know the love of the other.

Love can not be bought.
Or be paid.
Nothing given nothing gained.

To give up your heart to be with another.
To have nothing but share with eachother.
To trust the touch of another.

OH to know the love of the other.

Will it be life or will it be death. 
Your answer gives life or deals death
My heart stops as I take a breath.
Then I bow down. I'll do my best.

The words come like from a book
To you so softly put.  

This is my life it can be yours.
Just say yes and I'm all yours.

From my place on the ground. 
I bring my hand swiftly around.
In my palm the box and ring 
For the girl infront of me.

Sunny skys blinding eyes. Life of light full moon so bright. White light on my hands makes me understand.this is my life I'll make my stand. To love like nothing loved befor. Because you opened this door. I'll take a step and then another because of are love for one another.
 
And then There's times when it's best to stop and say I love are mess. I'll take a breath and hold it in smelling your great perfuma. The smell that drives me up a wall and makes my head whip from down the hall.

This feeling that I hold so dear.the one that kills my pain and fear. The feeling of your sweetness in all of this bitterness. Your loving arms wraped round my wast shall keep me forever in this place.!!

We walk the road of life
slowing here and there.

Till we see the love of are life
walking over there.

Will you run and grab there hand
or leave it for another
to hold kiss and cover.

So long to be without light
In darkness and night.

To walk alone in emptiness
without the hope of light.

Then the darkness turned to light
as you came into sight.

Three breaths befor the war.
A time of  blood and gore.
The bitter tast of sweat and blood.

The smell of death bodys in the mud.
Befor your eyes a thousand men coming to there end.
Befor the day is over will I meet my maker.

This world has never been so clear
since the day that you stood here.

This place I know
this place I love
this is the place I first saw love.

It has only been two years
two years of love and no fear.

Almost to good to be true
but it is for me and you.

My heart will always be the same
my love for you so strong and plain.

Here and now. Are hearts are bound. When people sing. And church bells ring. When mothers sigh and soon do cry. Her eyes so wide she looks at me. You are all that you can be.

Another year here and gone. To see are love go on and on. My eyes can see. My ears do hear. The sound of your footsteps coming near.

The time is here. The day has come. For us to be what we have become. No time to hide. No time to fear. It's love we have so plane and clear.