How alone can I be befor I lose even myself
The feel of solitudes ice cold tendrils as they
Seep into my skin
When I think to fight
For who
Or what
Giving in so my heart could freeze.

Hopping she arrives soon.

I have tried to calm the sea in me
But still it rages
It will cease to only one
She who can pull me out
Like a bottle 
who's message only her heart can read.

Words can not explain how I feel,
Like life striped away after such a fleeting spell,
But how can I tell
What is real
What is fake
When my dreams of you 
So vivid and clear
Wander the streets of my mind.

Words can not explain how I feel,
Like life striped away after such a fleeting spell,
But how can I tell
What is real
What is fake
When my dreams of you 
So vivid and clear
Wander the streets of my mind.

Words can not explain how I feel,
Like life striped away after such a fleeting spell,
But how can I tell
What is real
What is fake
When my dreams of you 
So vivid and clear
Wander the streets of my mind.

To feel time and life slipping away.
Every inhale a wast ever step misplaced.
You feel the best things you've done are but sparks in the dark.
Seen up close but never afar.

Desperate, 
Determined to find hope were there is no you.

long I've wondered here 
Looking
searching 
With not to show.

But there is no honor in despair 
So desperate to find
hope
Love

You.