It's okay** to feel a little angry sometimes,
or feel hurt
or feel dead
or feel miserable
or feel unfortunate
or feel bad
or feel sad
or feel broken
or feel unloved;
Because one day you won't feel a single thing but love and appreciation from someone you love-- and someone who loves you back. You're going to be endlessly happy maybe? It's going to be inevitable. The enjoyment and pleasure will be too much that you would think it was all worth it, every single tear that you drop, every single cuts, every single shots, every single wasted night, every single blog post about how much you hated life. That is all going to be over, you're going to be in a Utopia, possibly falling in love with a person just like you, it would be so amazing it will be unfathomable. You are done collecting stars and you would think everyone is your sun and that will be okay.

do you think it's that easy having someone believe you're completely okay?
do you think it's that easy to pretend faking a smile and shrug everything off everyday?
do you know how much it hurts building walls but having you destroy them?
I think not, you don't know anything about hurting, because you're completely okay
you're completely okay without me and it hurt so **** much
Ive always thought that i'd be the one who will make you happy and ive always dream't
of waking by your side one day and you'd be my world, id be yours
but now I don't need to pretend because it's completely clear to me that everything has changed and you've completely move on goodbye

You're in your own world, with withering flowers in your heart
Thinking that someday someone's going to water them
and you'd be genuinely happy
Will someone really?
You experience the same heartbreak over and over again,
your heart's been shattered into million pieces
looking for someone to fix it
until the time you get so fed up and get used to it
like you've completely given up,
given up on yourself and the rest of the world

I love the moment I met you,
The way your eyes sparkle when you seem fascinated about something
The way you notice and love the little things around you
The way you throw you head back when you laugh
The way you genuinely smile  
The way you make me write poems about you
The way you appreciate the people who adore you
The way you brighten up my mood
The way you make me smile
The way you make me fascinated to you
The way you make me feel this way
The way you make me go crazy for you and it ***** having to realize that you deserve better
And any girl would be crazy not to love you the way I do.

Love** is a beautiful thing
We recklessly fall for the wrong person and regret everything of it
It gives us different kinds of emotions that we've never felt before
Completely new and It seems so perfect

Love makes our knees go weak
It's gives us some kind of emotion that would either contain us or makes us go all possessive
It hurts when you feel you're not loved anymore
And that's the time you either stay ice or find the next wrong person until you find *the one