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bogusdreams Aug 2013
i sit here
thinking
reading all the words i wrote
not too long ago;
though it feels
like that time was years ago.
i still haven't seen you since then
but you are still,
with no doubt,
are on my mind
i read through all the words i wrote
shortly after seeing you
and all the memories come flooding back.
but its my fault,
i did this to myself.
i am the only one to blame
yea i'm dumb
bogusdreams Jul 2013
sometimes i would find her;
curled in a ball,
music leaking from the earbuds im her ears,
her hands tearing at her hair,
muttering to herself under her breath,
she didn't know i was there
until,
of course
i sat in bed with her
she stayed in her ball
and i knew
i had to get her out of it
i did all i knew that would help
and eventually,
after awhile,
and some prying
she was sprawled out on the bed,
head on my chest,
and breathing even;
but her face
was still ******* up
in a worried state,
but i had gotten used to it,
thats how her face usually was
idefk i tried ok
bogusdreams Jul 2013
every time i don't think about him
that makes me think about him
because i think
"hey i haven't thought about him in awhile"
and that just makes
the thought of him
come barelling back into my head
i just can't get him out
he always comes back
little **** won't leave ****
bogusdreams Jul 2013
the funny thing is
when i saw you
i thought
you were
so much older than me
(it would've been much easier if that was the case)
but you
had to be the same age as me
just that small fact
made me fall even more in love with you
than i thought possible
yea hes back yet again
bogusdreams Jul 2013
i'm sorry i'm not what you want
i'm sorry i'm not your idea of "perfect" or "cute"
but you are my idea of perfect
you are the only perfect thing
in my mind
i'm sorry i can't get you out of my head
i'm sorry i relive our memories together everyday
i'm sorry she was better than me
i'm sorry i'm jealous of her
but you are so beautiful
and attractive
in a way i've never seen before
i'm sorry i'm too quiet
i'm sorry i try too hard to get your attention
because your attention is the only thing i want
right now
i'm sorry we had such a small time together
i'm sorry i'm not your "type"
because really
i would do anything to be your "type"
but
there is one thing i'm not sorry for at all
meeting you
because as much heartache as you bring me
i'm very glad i met you
and got to know you
even in that small time
because you are
an amazing
beautiful person
that anyone would be lucky to be loved by
the title is completely unoriginal, i know. but this is what came out, deal with it
bogusdreams Jul 2013
you are like a drug
addicting
i can never get enough
i always want more
and more
and more
i just want your touch
one more sniff of your smell
to watch you do what you love
to listen to you talk about it
just so i can listen to your voice
watch you walk
look into your beatiful eyes once more
i just want more of you
but i will never
get any of you
yes, again, he won't ******* leave
bogusdreams Jul 2013
he just won't leave
he is still in my head
the memory of him
every memory we made
in the short time we spent together
they play over and over in my head
never ending
i tried to get you out
music and running helped
for a short while
but you always come back
i try writing my feelings out
seeing if that will help
putting you into words
like my other methods
it only helped for a little bit
i guess you're here to stay
you and your memories
stuck in my brain
until i find someone
or something else
to kick you out
thoughts of him just keep coming ok they won't stop
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