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blythe Feb 2013

Tonight, here I am sitting
Doesn't know what I'm supposed to be doing
So I end up thinking,
I there something bothering?

Gazing at the bright stars
Seeing through the window bars
Oh wait! Where's the moon?
Hope it would show up soon.

I want to shout as loud as I can
But still preferred it with a pen
To release all these emotions I'm hiding
And for me to stop doing nothing.

But then when I started writing
I can't find the right words to express my this I'm feeling.

Just a short poem. Can't express much today. :| I wanna add some more lines, but... I dunno what else to add.

blythe Feb 2013

Letting Go...

Letting go of your feelings
Doesn't mean you no longer love him
But rather, you're just accepting
The reality you're living
That she's really the one his heart is beating.

          When you see how happy they are,
          How sweet they are together,
          And how much love they have for each other
          Sooner or later, you'll realize
          It's better to be happy for them
          And just bury your feelings forever.

'Coz it'll be a waste of time
To wait for his love
Especially when you already know
He has already someone in his heart
'Coz surely you'll just end up
Hurting yourself over over again
Knowing that it's his love you can't have.

Okay, is this the effect on me of watching and reading a bunch of love stories? haha. I have written quite a lot of love poems - some expresses the happiness of being in love, some describes the pains and cries of those broken hearts.
I'll try to write poems no longer about love next time. haha. :)

blythe Feb 2013

I Want To...

Precious jewelries,cuddly stuff toys, sweet chocolates,
Flamboyant dresses, beautiful bouquets of flowers, luxurious accessories;
All these to me you gave
Though I did not ask for any;
I really do appreciate all these
But, hey sweetie, these are not what I need.
I know you love me so much
And you know I love you too;
I honestly couldn’t ask for more
‘Coz just being with you makes me feel complete.
I wanna go travel anywhere
Just promise me you’ll always be there;
I wanna lie down under a starry sky
While holding your hand, entwined with mine;
I wanna feel you closer to me
Feel the warmth of your arms around me;
I wanna lean on your shoulders
Though it’s tough, it makes me feel relaxed;
I want you to gently caress my hair
‘Til I fell asleep in your chest;
I wanna look into your eyes
See the happiness in you for having me by your side;
I want you to cuddle me tight in your arms
And I wouldn’t mind if it’s making me breathe hard;
I want your hand to cup my face and pull me closer to you
Feel the blood rushing in my cheeks ‘til it blushed;
I wanna hear your sweet voice whispering in my ears
Saying the words “I love you”;
I wanna feel your soft lips
Gently pressed against mine, brushing it lightly;
I wanna stay forever in your heart
And, I swear, it’s you who’ll forever stay in mine.

Maybe I've watched and read too much love stories already. Haha.

blythe Feb 2013

Awkward

How awkward that feeling is
When you have a lot to say but can't even give out a single hiss
You already know what to say
But still wasn't able to before the end of the day.
In your mind everything is planned
But you can't speak as if your throat has been as rough as the sand
Wishing you should have told
Than just having sweats so cold.
That feeling when you don't have enough courage
As if you're still too immature for your age;
Feeling the hard beating of your heart
As if you would already tear apart.
Feelings are hard to express
'Coz in the end your afraid to have regrets
Especially if you're still unsure
It's you're decision you can't assure.

blythe Feb 2013

Loved By Him

Though I walked in the darkness
I can still feel much happiness;
Though I faced my greatest worries and fears
I can still manage to smile even with tears;
Though I've been mocked by many
I was able to show I have my integrity;
Though been through times so rough
I had been tough enough;
Though they continuously pulled me down
It's still me who won the crown;
Though many times I've been broken
Still, I was able to build up myself again.
All these I have done
Because of the help of the Almighty One.
With him everything is perfect
There's nothing to object.
He loved me so deeply
He cared for me endlessly
With Him, I've never felt so alone,
Been treated like a princess sitting on a throne.
All my life is a big thanks to Him
I can't do anything without Him.
It's his love and greatness
That keeps me feel the genuine happiness.

I really do feel loved by Him :)

blythe Feb 2013

Reason For Writing

I
Write

To...

Pour out

What's

Inside

*My secretive heart.

(10-word)

blythe Feb 2013

Untitled (Reverse Nonet)

Fly
Go high
Be amazed
By the beauty
Feel the freedom spree
Learn from the days of yore
From our painful past be freed
Open up our hearts and spread love
Do things for the future's betterment.