I can’t look at him after what he did
I can’t be near him after the words he spewed at her
I can’t keep pretending to love this person that is now a stranger
I can’t live with him any more
I just can’t

I am underestimated

People think I'm
quiet ,sweet, smart, and overall
perfect

But the truth is
I'm loud , Rude , dumb
and overall ****** up

I'm hard working but
in their eyes I’m just a girl
that would much rather
go gossip and do my nails

My parents are
divorced  But that divorced
Didn't Break me it made me

Mybie if my parents were
Together I would have been
Different. Mybie my dad
Wouldn't be the ***** up with
The three daughters

I'm tired of crying
over the fact that I'm not who
people think I am

But I don't even know who I
am

I feel hurt because of what you said
I feel betrayed because of what you did
I feel alone because of what you didn't do
I feel fat because of what you yelled
I feel depressed because of you
But my feeling don’t matter
At least not to you

It's hard to be myself

It’s hard to keep pretending

It’s hard to care about someone you hate

It’s hard to love someone who hurt and left you

It’s hard to care about something when you care about nothing

I have a friend thats smart ,funny and beautiful
But she thinks she is dumb ,boring and ugly

I think she's strong
But in her head the voice is saying
Your weak
no one likes you
They say things behind your back
You will never be happy

This girl is my friend but she’s not just one person

I see myself from the outside in

I see the ugliness and  repulsiveness
Of my body instead of the sweet warmth
Of my big heart

I see my big face and huge legs
Before my beautiful spirit

I have become blind to my own image  

I have a big heart, beautiful spirit
So why can’t I love myself?

I'm sorry that I was not born a boy
I'm sorry that I have never been perfect
I'm sorry that I make mistakes
I'm sorry that I break everything I touch  
I'm sorry that I have feelings
I'm sorry that you don't love me
But it's not all my fault