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blindengel Jun 2017
Loneliness...

Is a powerful motivator. It can make you question your worth, your power, yourself.

Tears streaming down your face, thoughts racing through your head.

What's wrong with me? Am I too intense, too open, too closed, too quiet, too fat, too short, too...

the list goes on.

And then- a thought that challenges all the others. But we push that one away only to continue the cycle of "am I enough?"

I am so dizzy from all the circles I spin in my head.
blindengel Jun 2017
I cared for an illusion. The illusion of heart, the illusion of a smile, the fake sincerity, the ease of it all.

An illusion of real and illusion of soul.

You were only there to reveal you.

The illusion was you.
blindengel Jun 2017
And then it was the end. Carrying nothing but complex feelings and memories, she left.

With tear-stained cheeks she stepped out. With so much uncertainty and fear sitting in her throat, the door closed.

She looked out in search of something. "It has to exist" she whispered to herself.

— The End —