Bleeding Rose

Bleeding Rose Jul 2013

I Know

I know what you are doing.
I know you want to get in my head.
You say you want to talk tomorrow.
I'll listen to what you have to say.
But I wont dwell on tomorrow.
I wont dwell on what if.
I will not lose sleep over you.
You don't win.

Bleeding Rose Jul 2013

What Now?

You built me up.
You got me a ring.
Promises of forever.
But your love was a lie.

You left me broken down.
You went to someone else.
And now you want to come back.
What more could you take from me?

I don't want to hear more lies.
I don't want to be hurt.
But I know my heart will run back.
Only to break once more.

Bleeding Rose Jul 2013

Confusion

One second you say you miss me.
Then you don't call me for days.
I don't know what else to do.
I'm left in a confusing haze.
Why do you disappear?
It is my fault you go?
All I can ask or say,
please stay.

Bleeding Rose Jul 2013

Memory

When does the memory fade?
When can my heart stop bleeding?
This black blood floods into my lungs,
Choking out my very being.

Bleeding Rose Jul 2013

Trashed

My smile is so fake.
Who am I these days?
Its like you left and I faded.
I have never felt so alone.

I don't feel beautiful.
I feel like a mistake.
You treated me like trash,
So that's what I became.

Bleeding Rose Jul 2013

Redemption

I sit in my room.
No light comes near my dark soul.
I beg and plead for an angel to save me.
But I feel no redemption for the demon within.

Bleeding Rose Jul 2013

Takes Over

My eyes close and darkness takes over.
Then suddenly, like a breath of light,
Pictures of you dance across my mind.
Bringing the warmth of your sun to my veins.

As a smile spreads across my hard face,
I'm shaken back to my living hell.
A place where your touch is extinct.
And our love is a bleeding rose.