My eyes close
I'm holding onto my memories and hatred.
my slumber
all alone in my head...
so silent.
I can't explain the way my tears run blood along my veins
if I let go of my pain
I'll cease to be, give into the plague...
war is coming,
I can hear it in my heart
blood will flow along the grounds of the innocent,
I can't deceive the darkness anymore...
I'm letting go, I'm losing control of myself...
you beat me down, so low and now I'm crying my soul
I'm losing control.
you led me to a place where I can't feel my face...
death is just an anesthetic for what's to come
a body left behind with no face
feeling numb, all alone I cry here
fading into nothing
all alone I lie here
dying...
...losing myself...

One does not own beauty,
One creates it.
In their dreams
They feel they can obtain it.
All alone, in a dark nights rest.
All their thoughts.....
Lifeless.
Cursed by change
Hidden by lies,
Running from the truth
Beauty now dies.
They don't understand
They don't really care.
Beauty now burns
Smoke in the air.
Years go by
And age seeps in.
Beauty's worn out
Life is giving in.
Death creeps up,
Beauty now cries.
You're all alone
In your beautiful lies

Time stops
And stands still
Each day
Seems like a year
I'm lost
And can't be found
In this darkness
I lay dying
Cold
Empty
And alone
It holds me down
And won't let go
There is no escaping
it consumes me
until there's nothing left
I may look fine
But on the inside I'm full of death