Is this love at first sight?
My eyes fixed, could not blink,
As she walked towards me,
My mind frozen, could not think,
As she got closer to me,
Out of words, could not talk,
As she stood in front of me.

Her smile so ravishing,
My mouth trembled,
Her eyes stunning,
Quickly my heart pounded,
Her voice astonishing,
Slowly my nerve system died,
Her touch arousing an unknown Feeling,
Frozen my body shivered.

With my heart i trusted her,
Yet i barely knew her,
She made me feel merry,
Yet she did nothing,
I did not want to lose her,
Yet i did not have her,
As she was long gone;
In my mind she kept reapearing.

In the dark, my blazing light,
She must be,
Through life's odds by my site,
She must be,
Send from up above my angle,
She must be,
Is this love at first sight?

Roses A Red and so is Blood,
I shall **** and Die for You,
You are the channel to depletion of my heart beat,
For, it beats only for you,
Let me have you to my self keeping,
So, Bewitched and let me possess you,

I made a vow with my soul,
With the dead i signed a contract,
That you and i shall neva part,
though I'd take one last pant,
I shall never give up the ghost,
It shall forever inhibit;
In your mind and heart,
Unless human existence is wiped,
Mars and Venus collide with earth and burst,

I would brake your neck, Brake my back,
And let us rest for the last,
For, it's best you and i die,
if u and i can never shear a heart,

It's like i am deranged, my mind fond;
Bound to you, I'm like a drug addict,
But only in oblivious;

I'm oblivious of this addition,
And it's mental affection,
Oblivious that my emotions;
are nothing but a mental condition,
Beyond love attraction,
Oblivious that my ambition to get your attention;
Only gave birth to obsession,
Oblivious that this obsession;
Brings unto you not devotion,
but great dejection...

The sun wont shimmer in the darkness i am in,
i feel like a lost ghost, my soul i don't own,
I have no joy, feel no love, I'm just,
I hate that i am malevolent and
despondent.

My tears are black so is my blood,
My heart is evil, full of hatred,
My skull is cracked, My Mind rotten,
It's a nightmear, but only my eyes are open.

I plead, wish me dead,
This pain i carry is heavy, wish me dead,
This pain will flee if i be, one of the dead,
Wish me dead, wish me dead.

Help my heart find peace,
Let my wicked mind fade,
Free my soul, wish me dead,
Let me die, Wish me dead.....