True love i thought i found it when it happened i thought i'd burst.
As time went by i was astounded how true love could really hurt.
His face his smile was perfect i thought i had it all until i saw his twitter page and sunk i felt so small.
It only made me stronger to see he was just a tease every ******* his twitter page were begging on their knees.

As i lay in pain staring at a photo of my deceased nan wishing things were the same. The day she died i felt an emptiness but this emptiness i am feeling right now i can't explain as ****** has ravaged me from vein to vein. The sweats the ***** yeah i'm truly in bits i have the devil sitting on one shoulder telling me to run straight back to a fix. This is the start of an evil hellish game finding the strength from within is driving me completely insane. I lay in the bath i can barely talk each days getting better at least thats what i thought my bodies all contorted twisted and lean the last time i'd eaten was 2 weeks ago it seems. As i look deep into my heart I try hard for this to not tear me apart  but I know i'm never going back to that deadly sin as i think about the future and sort of smile from within. To give your soul to drugs your gonna pay the price your family your friends or even your wife its something i learned long time ago drugs will take everything  that you ever owned. The smell of it the hell of it ****** is a curse it will drain every single penny out of your purse.

As the night draws in i find myself surrounded by darkness
a darkness that has no feelings no emotions.
I lay with a blanket of blackness wrapped around me only this blanket has no comfort.
The aches in my eyes the sounds sound so fine my eyes are shattered i"m completely in tatters
just 8 hours thats all that matters.