I'm a  VIOLENT lunatic a REBEL OF THE UNDAGROUNG

i'M TRAPPED by SOMETHING WICKED

so I get HIGH ALL THE TIME

in order not to feel MY PAIN

It's ME AGAINST THE WORLD

tryin to start a REVOLUTION

but these REPUTATIONS keep getting in ma way

so IPRAY FOR BETTER DAYS

yes I can see that THING ARE CHANGING and I hope that

ONE DAY if I  PLAY MY CARDS RIGHT i'll get to **** MANSION

and stay there UNTIL THE END OF TIME.

I want to feel happy
I want to feel love
I want to wake up in the morning and not wish for a different life
I want to wake up in the morning and appreciate the brightness of the sun without looking for shadows
I want to feel whole
To feel loved with no doubt
With no shields of fear or disappointment
I want to trust
To give my heart to someone
To accept theirs in return
I fear the man I love will hurt me
I fear that I will hurt him
I'm afraid losing myself in someone who will only give me tears and pain in return
I want to love someone with no fear, no doubt with no pride
I want to love someone
And to know that someone loves me back

I'm  a rose
surrounded by thorns
that ***** on my epidermis
leave scars that leak strands of my soul
till I've lost all genetic identity
and left with an empty dark hole
so I fill it with hate
no light at the end of my tunnel,
there z no end to my tunnel
m the walking dead. I feel like a walking parasite
I tend to eat em from the inside I always stay one step ahead in a game of mind vs heart my mind forever holds the trophy.

I want to feel happy
I want to feel love
I want to wake up in the morning and not wish for a different life
I want to wake up in the morning and appreciate the brightness of the sun without looking for shadows
I want to feel whole
To feel loved with no doubt
With no shields of fear or disappointment
I want to trust
To give my heart to someone
To accept theirs in return
I fear the man I love will hurt me
I fear that I will hurt him
I'm afraid losing myself in someone who will only give me tears and pain in return
I want to love someone with no fear, no doubt with no pride
I want to love someone
And to know that someone loves me back

I don't know why the world is always pointing out the differences between me and you
Always telling us why we can't be and why "it will never work out"
It puzzles me
How people can know all this only from judging us by what races we are and which tribes we belong to
We speak different languages because we come from different places
We have different social norms because we come from different places and essentially thts it
Its jst geographical location

Let meexplore your blackwhole with my Apollo 6. 9
Let me make my way down your milky way, all the round Orion’s belt
finally I’m there where time meets destination we will speak in intergalactics
Enter and intertwine dimensions
And I’d imagine all 3 billion universes I’d touch with a word
make you familiar with all 3 billion
And make you take up all their tongues
I’d be on the centre of your world just moon talking
can you hear me?
because I feel you.
You are you speaking to me
In accents only Venus and mars would hear and understand
And I understand
I am THERE with you
In this perfect space and a time continuum
Continuous waves of shooting stars
Bombard me with rippling shifts of her inner
And I am aiming for your   centre
My mothership is locked!
Target,seek and destroy, seek and destroy
Mission! Devour and conquer

by; Cinga Sizani

You

And

I

Will

Be.