The swell of the swig sends shivers to my core

The slipping barriers are giving way to mind erosion

A laughing demon too impaired to care

An enigmatic, god too busy with my failings

Dull sore of the empowered falterings

A redundancy of momentum has got me filled with motion sickness

The bad taste in my mouth, I live in past regret

Current misgivings lead me to a soul given up for a price

What's the price for luxury? For oblivion's cruel purse?

What's the trade of peace for anxiety?

The devastation of crippling depression & self deprecating fear

Crawling inside a wall of fury

Mesmerized by the wall of broken teeth,

Insider of War playing both sides

A collection of mortuaries has fallen seize

The deplorable collection of horrors has magnified by treason

An episode prefaced by a major misconjunction of realities

An alcoholic mind, of mine

Primal faction, final inertia building

Lizards lay claim to the walls of the forbidden sanctuary

Sacred geometrical languages are spoken to me

In the seat of mastery, you are forbidden

Psychedelic halos impassioned the visualizations of my dreams

Trace the bloodstains back to a broken pane

Ripped the phone out the wall, telephone smashing barriers

Shattered the impendium, send me back to the gallows

Reign of blood & sorrow, the fractals remain evident

Expressed expenditures of flesh, surrendered from flesh and bone

Pull at the tendons & stretch my skin to dry

Crows stalk the desciccated, the worms steal the souls of the Undead

A riveting parallel of purgatory

Final destination: hellfire

Ascension of the most high
Imbued by the hue of golden orbs

Weeping with patriarchal salutations
Tears wicked away before Heavens damning gate

Let me linger a little longer on this ride Swing of the Spiral, keeps me focused

Attenuation of breath, igniting fervor
Virulence caught in every waking breath

Inciting violence, my own malevolence
Haunts me slowly like a psychic vampyre

Stalked in the golden hour, sun's shade dries up & dies like grapes on the vine

Exhaling furies
Embers glow on black tar
Beg for the Blackout
When The Sun Was Young
Burying fireflies
Scratching the itchy Earth
The demand for blood
Craving water molecules
A desert of land once was...

Was I?!

Oh aching infinity for fire
Empires of mankind
Skyscraper Suicide
Deicide between god or machine
Anonymous versus Autonomous function
Execute the letter of the law
Uncomfortable skin swims again
A hazy green I fear
Serotonin pulsing, negative emotion
The weeds twinge between the Halls

Waiting on the cold light of day
Kinda hoping & waiting for you just to say
Wake & Bake! Let's go out back,
Cup of coffee & a shot of Jack
Sunrise claws its way up the sky
Yet I cannot look you in the Eye
Should I make a plea for my claim?
Should you discard my birth, my name?

Awoke sleepyeyed and bored
Before my feet ever graced the floor

Anxieties profoundly sculpt my daily life
Im too scared to cross the threshold, lost in mental strife

Mental wounds bleed from hidden portals & keyholes,
Agoraphobia with a slice of paranoia, fallen mesmerizing souls

I scare easily, I shake & I pant
Ive rumored atheism but since ive recant

Insomnia widens the cracks of the rotting psyche,
Alcoholism pours misery thru the veins of you & me

Rotund, bloated lies lift from my broken cranium, stricken love

A ***** yet baited breath again whispers to Above...