Every night I look up in the sky
pointing out the brightest stars
finding constellations
thinking about us
can we also create something special like the stars had connected to create wonderful constellations

It pains me thinking that he is one of the brightest stars while I belong to the tiny ones scattered around him
having no chance of being seen by him

I tried to fire myself up
created a supernova out of me
but instead of his attention that I've been longing for
all I got was strained stares of those around me
tired of watching me trying so hard when everyone knows forever he and I are not meant for each other

Who knows?
I argued, not wanting to believe that the chance that I got for him to notice me is only larger than the size of an atom, close to nothing.

I thought I was dauntless by being a supernova, but it's too late to realize that I was just another fool chasing someone so impossible o reach.

Your image that was once my precious possession has now became the cause of my suffocation

I had a dream last night
I dreamt of man, face foreign to me
Fall in love with him I think I may
As soon as I saw him
I knew that we are meant

From a far he finally looked at my direction
Face etched with confusion
Maybe he was thinking
Why was I looking?
Touched his face to see if there’s dirt
I winked at him and now he thinks that I’m a flirt
He scrunched his nose and I laughed at his cuteness
He’s so cute and I can’t get enough of him to madness

He approached me and asked
Why was I looking?
Can’t I look at my future king?
Is what I said
Seems like his ego was fed

Since then we started a conversation
That seems to have no direction
Random things we talked about
Feelings begin to sprout
He is the one I have no doubt

Hours had passed that we’re together
We’ve fallen hard for each other
Felt the bliss
Wants a kiss
But before our lips meet
My teeth, I grit
Coz’ everything around me started to flicker
This is just a dream and that’s a sole reminder
I wasn’t informed to prepare
Now I cry for despair
I looked at you in the eye
It seems like you’re saying your good bye
I’ll be back into the reality
Far from you, my fantasy

Once I wake up you’ll be gone
Our love forever undone

Then it happens
One last look at your pleading eyes
Everything became dark
Started to hear my dog bark
Eyes slowly fluttering open
Feel my tears flowing, my heart is in pain

We will never meet again
My heart became your den

I will never forget you
I love you
Man in my dreams.

Your smile when you look at things that facinates you
Your voice when you tell the silliest joke the world will ever hear
Your scent wafting into my nose, oh how I love it
Your eyes' that has evedent beauty even behind those glasses


YOU
I like you
I like everything that makes you up
I like everything that you are


It pains me greatly that you don't repciprocate, but expect me not to pursue you, push myself on you.
I like you that much that I'm willing to sacrifice my happiness for yours.