My heart is aching I am physically weak
Here I lie not wanting to sleep
My mouth is dry my throat is sore
When I close my eyes you’re always there
I get up at night to open the door
Yet when I open my eyes you walk through the walls
There will always be a place deep in my heart
For you to share
If only you knew
I really do care

You’re just like the rest
Just making your nest
Your head’s in the clouds
Yet your eyes are so wide
You seek out and find the works that lay for you

Why must I hurt the one that I love?
I have friends
Friends are all I have
Yet friend it’s you I am thinking of
The days are short as the nights are long
My heart is warm
Though I’m so cold
My arms may be full
Still my heart is empty
Just to see you smile makes my life worth while

Your beauty is like wine
You have the body of time
As the nights grow long
My love for you grows strong
Let it lay for a while
Then share love
With a smile

We’re out of time out of place
Our love is so real
Girl you know how I feel
Why don’t you stay till the end
Take a chance
Be my friend

Though I know you’re not real
There is something I feel
I know that it’s wrong
Yet love is so strong
Girl do you feel the need in me

Let me say from the start
I am just playing a part
The part of a fool you see
I’m not really dim
And I can’t even sing
Yet I still wear a smile and grin

The friends that you make
Are the friends that you find
The friends that you find
Are the friends that you break

Girl are you feeling alright
Are you staying out late
You dance with my mate
I know you’re not my date
But it is getting late
It’s your chance that you take
But it is getting late

If you’re heart’s in the right place
Why do you laugh at my face
Why do you make love and ask me to die

You mean so much to me
You are my sun
My moon my every thing
Today you are 14
I love you more and more each day
You make me so proud to be your dad
You are that luck star your mother and I wished for
And prayed for
Vinny you are the most wonderful daughter in the world
Have a wonderful birthday
Love you always
Daddy

My heart is sinking
I am physically weak
When death is so near
I am frightened to speak
I reach out for life
And you are there in the place where we meet

Your songs they so hate
Your style is a fake
Your timing is wrong
When you’re singing my song

I am living on hope
I don’t drink
I don’t smoke
I am just living on hope

I had love that was real
I can’t tell you how I feel
It even hurts me to try
So I just sit and cry

You saw me laughing
I saw you sad
You walked out the door
Like you did once before
You think you’re alone
Because you’re living at home
Girl you’re making me sad
When you know I should be glad
Your love is so real
Like the pain I now feel
Do you think I am so bad
To have friends like I have
Girl don’t I know
I’m making you sad

You’re looking my way
And say it’s ok
Still I’m frightened to touch
Just in case it’s not such
You’re looking my way
And say it’s okay
Then you get up and walk away

You’re looking my way
And say it’s ok
Still I’m frightened to touch
Just in case it’s not such
You’re looking my way
And say it’s okay
Then you get up and walk away

The stars they come here as you’re sitting near
Oh girl you’re so sweet to me
I see the smile on your face
And the tears in your eyes
Oh girl you’re so sweet to me

I am in such a state
That I am staying out late
I keep drinking tea
And I can’t get to sleep
My hairs out of place
And I am sure I will be late

Her laughter I hear
Now that I’m sitting near
Her laughter’s of pain
Yet she thinks it’s a game
She can’t help what she feels
Nor say what she means to mean

Her laughter I hear
Now that I’m sitting near
Her laughter’s of pain
Yet she thinks it’s a game
She can’t help what she feels
Nor say what she means to mean

Leave me alone
I like it at home
Your love is so cruel
Please don’t hold me
If you mean to leave me alone

Lela! Lela! Lela!
You were with me today
And there is so much I want to say
Are you going my way

Please I want you to stay
Lela Lela
I want you to stay
Yet you still walk away

I hope you like it
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v;=VB7aYycgjvk

The first steps to love are so easy
You just find a nice girl and you tell her
Tell her you want to be friends

I would love you to love me
To love me to love
Love me love
Love me to love

I want you to love me
Love me my love
To love me to love me
Love me my love

Love me to love you
Love me my love
Love me love me
Love me my love

I love you
I love you
Love you my love

We make plans in the park
Make love in the dark
Love is more than an art
It’s got to be true from the start

I say this to tell you
Because I don’t want to sell you
If you want me to stay
In my own special way
Let me tell you
I love you
I love you
I love you my way

If I sing my song to you
Will you promise to be true
Girl I can’t stand pain
And I won’t take the blame
For loving you

You’re looking out of shape
Have you been staying up late
Girl you know what it takes to make it
So please do not break it

I don’t make love to you
Yet love you I do
My love may be cruel
But girl I am your fool

My friends are all real
Yet they think I am a heel
Think I am a man to be
They say what I feel
Yet go out and steal
They go out at night
They stay out of sight
They don’t want to fight
So they think it’s alright
As long as they stay out of sight

What I fancy I’ll take
What I like I won’t break
Still you think I’m a fool
To use as a tool

You’re like the clouds in the sky
That promised to be true till the end
Why haunt me my friend
We’ll live till the end
See the stars in the sea
And die but be friends

It’s been hard my life
My life it’s been hard
Life has been hard
It’s been hard has been my life
It’s hard is my life
My life it is hard

I was sitting over there
Just waiting for a friend
Then he came in and asked me to dance
I felt like taking a chance
So I said yes let’s dance
We both walked to the floor
Now I was feeling quite sure
His eyes were so bright
I was frightened to fight
I was losing my head
And thinking of bed
On impulse I said
Please take a chance with me
It was not really late
But I was in such a state
Soon we fixed up a date
Now he’s my man to be

If you like my poems have a listen to my song. You will find it on youtube
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VB7aYycgjvk&feature;=player_detailpage
I hope you like it

You think I am a fool
Because I went to your school
I may not be smart
But man I am playing my part
And sleep with my wife
It’s not sad
That you had what I had
Now my life is my own
Like the house that I own

Love is sitting up late
Being in the wrong place
It’s more than a game
Love is never the same

Life time friends
Not night time lovers
That’s the way true friends should be
Be my friend till the end
That’s all I ask a friend to be

My Song
If you like my poems have a listen to my song. You will find it on youtube
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VB7aYycgjvk&feature;=player_detailpage
I hope you like it

My love is so real
I can’t say how I feel
Love is cruel from the start
So we stay far apart

I feel the fire in my heart
See the smoke in your eyes
If this is not love then tell me what is

Sound studio have recorded a song for Vinny's birthday. I hope you enjoy. Follow the link below
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ONmY__jrPqA

From my singing it’s clear
Love is not really here
Do you know what I mean to mean
You may be with me today
But with me will you stay
You know what I mean to mean

I am thinking of you
And the things that you do
The things that you do to me

The things that are wrong
Can’t last very long
So please love be true to me

Girl when I am dead
Will you go to your bed
And Cry for me
If your love is real
Please say how you feel
Say that you would die for me

Mother Nature’s her name
Her laughter’s of pain
Her laughter is loud
Now she’s in a crowd
Yet when she’s alone
She will be thinking of home

Girl I need your love
Just to stay alive
Girl I need your love
Or I will die