Here I am all alone again,
just sitting here watching the world go around.
I see the pain & the hurt,people
are going through.
AND  I feel  the pain & hurt
IVE sat here in the dark,for so long
now it doesnt  bother me.
IVE,never hurt or used any of my friends,
like they have me.
AND sometimes I wonderwhy the  man
I love so much ,doesnt come around  to see me ,anymore.
SO here I sit once again
ALL ALONE in the dark,once again.

AUTUM days are here again.
Time for tress to go bare .
They will change from green,to red,
to orange to yellows,until they have all
fallen to the ground.
There they will be raked up in
to piles,thrown across the yard
thrown up in the air ,by a child.
Ran over by the mower or ran over by a dog
just trying to hide a bone.
But autum is another time ,when the cooler
weather comes in and kitchens begin to smell
good once again,.
Time to break out sweaters or just another blanket.
And even time will change once again.
YESautum is here ,so tell me what
does it mean to you ?

HERE I AM ONCE AGAIN.SAYING REST IN PEACE
TO A DEAR FRIEND,I WILL ALWAYS HOLD YOU CLOSE
IN MY THOUGHTS,AND REMEMBER THE TIMES WE SHARED,
REMEMBERING THE TIMES WE DRANK OUR COFFEE ,
AND TALKED ABOUT THE DAYS EVENTS,OR TALKING,
ABOUT THE THINGS WE  STILL NEEDED TO DO,
OR JUST SITTING ON THE PORCH WATCHING THE BIRDS,
YES WE HAD ALOT OF GREAT TIMES ,AND WE SHARED ALOT,
BUT NOW YOUVE GONE TO HEAVEN,AND MY DAYS
ARE JUST DAYS ,BUT ILL NEVER FORGET THE TIMES WE HAD.
SO NOW I SAY TO YOU MY DEAR FRIEND ,REST IN PEACE
UNTIL WE MEET ONCE AGAIN.

HE is a human being,
Hes not just a solider,he is someonesson,brother,
or he issomeoneshusband or father.
HEs not just a soliderhe could be just a friend.
He could besomeone you love
or someoneyou could see day or even night,
He is serving his country,putting  his
life on the line,for the american  people and
for the country he loves so much.
He will go to war,and we will all prayhe comes home soon,
that all our soliders come home safe and sound,
WE will all pray for all our soliders to come back
to thier families and to thier friends who love them so!
THEY WILL ALL COME HOME AS HEROS!!

I hear the music in my mind I listen  carefully
i hear the most beautiful words come from a beautiful
voice of in the distance.IM not sure where they
are coming from ,I look everywhere ,then I
find a tree and i sit ,I hear it again ,then as I just
relax I come to realize its me ,I am the one singing
I am the one with the beautiful voice ,Im singing to
my mom whom is up in heaven.
THE music is from the angels to help me
sing my song ,IM singing to her because I miss her so,
I  sing to remember her ,wishing I could just hold her
just one more time ,to tell her  I love her .

LOOK at the colors change on the trees ,
Watch the colors change ,they are  colorful
You see what beauty really means ,I watch  the trees
change ,green to yellow ,yellow to red ,red to gold
there is alot of beauty around us all just take a look
Tell me what is it you see?
You see beauty in the gardens  or the arrangements in town
you see beauty in the people you meet ,you can see it high
up in the sky as the sun come comes down on your face
you can see it after a good rainstorm,as it leaves
a beautiful rainbow high in the sky .
you can see it as the sunsets ,after a long hot day .just look and you will see the beauty in everything ,and everyone you meet.

You thought you were bad
You thought you could use me for love
But baby ,you were dead wrong,
because  your  only playing with my feelings
I am a woman whose  been through alot,
All I ever wanted was for you torespect me,
and for you to love me!
I need your love tonight,
I need to hear you say ,I LOVE YOU .
I want to be your baby,because
I need your love.
AND I need it now and forever,
I can not get you out of my mind
I want to feel your warm body up against mine.
Just love me tonight,let me love you
the way a man should be loved.
I want to make love to you tonight and forever
I want you to see the fire in my eyes tonight,
I want you to feel the passion,that I must give you ,
tonight and forever .
AND  I am asking is for you to do this,just love me....

MY thoughts for today are lonely and empty thoughts.
Today I sent you on a journey faw away from me ,
IVE sent you to a place where you wanted to be
a place where you could finally rest in peace,a place where
its beautiful,just like you were,
a place where  its quiot ,and only nature sings,
a place were we all grew up and use to play,
MY thoughts today are the things we use to do and things we use to say.
MY thoughts  of you will never fade away ,I LOVE you MOM each and everyday ,I miss you alot.
now you can finally rest in peace.

IF you stand by my side,then you can lean on me
I will care  for you,
throught the rough &bad; times,
Stand by myside,and I'LLpromise to love you forever,
Stand by my side,and I will show you a
rainbow after a good nights rain.
Standby my side,I can protect you  from
the devil himself!.
IF ,you stand by my side,I'LL,
even pull out a star from the skies above,and give it to you .
Stand by my side,and we can watch the sunset .
Stand by my side .and ILLgive you the world.
Stand by my side ,and I promise to never hurt you.
Lean on me ,for I am strong.
Stand by my side ,and together we can make dreams
come true ,with just one snap ofour fingers.
I can promise you'll never cry anymore or
ever be alone again.
Stand by my side,and I;LLgive you paridise,
But all I want in return,is your love!
SO please wont you stand by my side?.

THERE was a day you left,
and never came back .
You went on a journey far ,far away,
I cried day and night ,wondering
if you would come back home to me.
WE did so much together ,we even shared
a special love together.
We laughted and we cried together.
THEN  I turned around for only one second,
And you were gonethat was
the day you left and never came back .

I see an old tree everyday on my way to townit has to be older then you and me.Whenever I think about the tree,I try to think of all the things ,and all the seasons it has seen.ITS been through alot in its life,like havingnames written all over it ,or maybe had a swing once on it.ITS seen many beautiful skies and many beautiful sunsets.ITS felt many seasons ,from the bitter winters ,to hot daysfrom breezy days of spring to falling  leaves in the fall days,IT has many beautiful leaves ,and its a wonderful place to rest , or even catch  some zzz"s yes I do love that big old tree.

AS i sit here I wonder where time has gone,
it was just like yesterday when I remember an ice cream
truck going down the street and kids
would flag him  down,or when kids
come be with their friends just hanging out
at drive~in fast food place,or roller skating
down the road laughing and have a grand old time ,
YES,time has changed,now kids are just not doing anything fun ,our kids cant stay out after dark ,cause we dont want them to get shot.
TIME  has changed kids are not laughing instead they are crying,
WHAT is really going on with our kids ,why cant they have the same happy life that we once had ,why cant they be happy?
Because time is always changing ,it all
has to do with "time"

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HERE I AM WATCHING THE DAYS GO BY.
WATCHING TIME CHANGE RIGHT BEFORE MY EYES.
I REMEMBER WHEN THINGS USE TO BE EASY,
I REMEMBER THE WAY LIFE WAS BEFORE CELL PHONES.PAGERS
AND ALL OTHER GADGETS.I REMEMBER WHEN KIDS USE TO PLAY,ON THE  SCHOOL GROUNDS OR EVEN IN THE  STREETS.
I REMEMBER,HAVING TO USE PEN  & PAPER  TO WRITE
JUST ONE LETTER.(LOL)
YES MANY THINGS HAVE CHANGED AND ALWAYS CHANGE,
BUT AS IT DOES I GUESS FOR ME ILL JUST  WITH THE FLOW,
AND I"LL KEEP WATCHING THE WORLD GO ON BY.

I know inside my mind,your
afraid to fall in love with me,
I dont  know why?
I could never hurt you ,you  are my
heart and soul,your in all my dreams,
and I love you so much.
Could it be your tired of getting hurt,
well baby  your not alone,
Because I"ve  been there myself.
In the game of pain,I can love
you the way you should  be loved.
you understand me and respect me
your a very gentle man,with a warm heart
when we are together we have fun ,dont we?
So please tell me why  are you
afraid to fall in love with me?

Your many miles away ,I wish you
were here with me.
So I can tell you how much I care for you
and to tell you how much I love you.
And I need you so.
So we can be together from now
until  the end of time.
All I  can do is dream about you .
I dream about your gentle kiss
And about your warm body next to mine.
I can dream about your hugs,and your special touch.
I hope even though your miles away ,you will
be back in my arms ~someday.
Maybe someday we"ll meet over a rainbow ,
but for now your miles away.