I have never been one to love cheesy lines.
Talking like immature children with no real knowledge at love feels like an insult on my intelligence.
However,
To tell the girl in love with food;
That she looks like french fries and that's you saying she looks beautiful...
To tell the girl in love with Avatar the Last Airbender;
That you'd wait in an iceberg a 100 years to be with her...
To ask the girl in love with Doctor Who;
If she will have tea and crumpets with you...
That is the most beautiful thing in the world to me.
Those are the things that cause enormous undying smiles to appear on my face.
Those are the things that make me blush for the rest of the day.
Those are the words I will never forget.
Those are the words no girl will ever forget.
If you are willing to connect with who I am,
I will be in love with you for the rest of eternity.

I wish I could fall in love with you.
Life would be so much easier.
Except you're my bestfriend.
And I can never see you that way.

And I look inside my soul and all I see is darkness.
I look inside my eyes and the fire has been extinguished.
I look upon my heart and it is covered in scars.
Though in every photo you can see a blinding smile on my face.
In every video all you hear is laughter.
I get up every day,
Tie up my combat boots,
And apply my lipstick.
Praying this will be the day I find my answers.
This will be the day you hand me back over the key.
So I can unlock the light you stole from me.
Become whole once more.
Then perhaps next time I wont give myself up so easily.
I won't give love to the wrong man.

I've saved up just enough money for a one way ticket out of here.
To go as far away as I please.
My bags are packed.
I left a note on my bed with all of my goodbyes.
However, there is something stopping me.
If I walk out this door...
I will never see him again,
Once one of us is out of this town...
Our forever is officially over.
Yet my plane takes off in an hour,
So I guess this is it.
The final goodbye to the dreams I once had.

There are somedays I would give my entire world to be that girl again.
The girl I was.
When I first got sober.
When I was inlove.
Before my world crashed.
Then I have to remember that I'm not.
It's okay that I've changed.
That my life has changed.
I may have been happy then.
However, I am happy now.
At the end of the day,
that is all that counts.

You run around not sure where you belong,
Or how you fit into this world.
You run around surrounded by fear,
Trying to escape the crushing darkness that closes in.
However my darling there's no point to continue running.
I'm here.
Keeping the demons away with your every step.

And in that moment she saw her world shatter into thousands of pieces around her and she picked herself up out of the rubble, shook the remaining fragments out of her hair and walked away. Ready to start anew.