this moment
her eyes lay on me like two whispers of longing
and her touch, light and tentative
speaks to me of her fear
i would tumble the walls of the city
i would shake the foundations of the world
to ease her mind
but i cannot even speak to her
its a dream/memory
and she has been gone all these long years

Missing you dad

Finding my dad in the shadows on my wall,
Why he accept so fast god’s call,
You always been my inspiration,
You always act like my protected wall.

Am finding you in my empty spaces,
Trying fetching your expressions on others faces,
Discovering you in our use to places.

Walking with no hopes on lonely road,
You’re gone, and am living alone,
Bearing the intrinsic pain with no cure.

Now what god wants?
That is clear.
The pain for you,
That is real.
How I’ll live without you,
That is my fear.

Missing the air of blessing from you,
Learning your steps with a radical view,
Am at your place for work that’s true,

The decisions without you are all Paradoxical,
Your annihilation made my life neutral,
The game of aim getting almost crumbled.

Now gazzing your picture on the wall,
Reminds me your soft hand and my first crawl,
You always act like a shield for all my wrong fall.

At last what can I say?
Don’t worry dad,
I know your wife is alone,
But she is my mother,
No weeping no grief in the future,
We all miss you love you.