As you come over
My heart beats faster,
Not a soul have I told;
I fear being that bold

Your beautiful eyes
They simply make my voice paralyzed
I want to talk,
Let’s go for a walk

My sister must follow of course,
And now I feel brave as a horse
But the feeling fades fast
Should’ve known it wouldn’t last.

Oh my God! What to do?
Should I just shout it, “I LOVE YOU!”?
No, most definitely not
It won’t show my truest thought.

How can I say it?
There’s only a day left
Can it go just bit by bit?
You’re act is a perfect theft.

Another chance has passed away,
Gone again I begin to pray.

“Oh! Dear God!
Dost thou show me no mercy?!
Why dost thou cause me to suffer?
What day must I wait ‘til?
How far the journey
‘Till I meet her again?”

Suddenly it comes!
The solution is here!
Writing you a poem
Which you just might hold dear.

An unexpected miracle has happened
Long I, the sinner, have asked for one
Intellect and reason said it shouldn’t’ve come
Still I struggled my way to find
Harmony and someone to call mine
And at last it has occurred!

In all ways, though, I was undeserving

Lust to be satisfied with the simple modesty
Over-looked be the flaws in any in this Ruby so rare
Variance is all I can see, make my gem unique and,
Everlasting

Young we may be, but the
Overt happiness we receive remains
Undeniably obvious, and thus my story

For I’ve now spent my time
Excavating for diamonds
And gold for the ring
Alas, I found my Ruby in the rough.

Is this life a dream?
Less realistic than it seems?

We all strive for satisfaction
We all want our happiness complete
But it only happens every so often.

Dreams are our only hope
They are the reality.
The biggest one is to find true love
But many do not think of it coming from above.

Birth place of my first true love
On that one blessed day I came
Wonderful people to be around
Days began that I fit in, then
Over they suddenly are
Never again will happiness be this sure

In a split decision it was lost
Swiped away by my laziness

Helplessly I struggle now
Opposition has already won
My beloved friends all taken away
Effects of my poor choice slowly break the soul

It seems like forever
My love’s been stolen from me
But the tears must stay
Five more years it will be this way

Forced to run,
Forced to hurt
Pain to teach the lesson learned

I must wait
Patiently I’ll try
For no one made this my fate…
But I

I’ll never forget
Nor ever change my thoughts
Five years time,
I’ll still take her for mine

I miss her so
I want to return
Want to taste her kiss
That sweet, flavorful taste
Dearly missed

Yet but to only hold her close
Once a week or so
In secret
Shall keep my sanity at most

I thought it was done,
I had finally gotten over,
Then I hear a sarcastic laugh,
As I see her beautiful face again.

This feeling won’t go away
It’s decided to stay
The beauty is just too much.

The one thing that stops me,
The one thing that haunts me,
It’s the one thing that scares me.

Emotions have never been so strong
And just when I think it’s over
They yell “*******!” and knock me out
To carry on

Deprived in the past,
Never found a caring love,
Can’t get enough,

Whatever the reason,
Whatever the cause,
I just can’t accept my flaws.

I wish I may,
I wish I might,
Get the wish of my life.
Just to have her,
To hold her close,
Please, God, just once.

The stress it causes me,
The rage it forms;
The desire to ****
Goes on and on

I love her
Then I love you
Then I love someone else…
And my only constant loves like me

Round and round and round it goes
When it stops,
Nobody knows

It’ll start a fight
It’ll start a brawl
It’ll make you bleed
It’ll make you fall

I got too sick
I lost my strength
So I jump off…

Chasing cars gets so tiring
I stop to rest
I’ve been giving my best…

You change too fast
I can’t keep up,
Looks as I’ll be last
To drink the most delicious muck

Round and round and round it goes
When it stops,
Nobody knows

It’ll start a fight
It’ll start a brawl
It’ll make you bleed
It’ll make you fall

I got too sick
I lost my strength
So I jump off…

I’ve waited in line for so long
To get on the ride we all glorify
Only to find it’s not so swell,
No wonder they titled it “Hell”

As I ride along I see you
But nobody knows we’re all blind,
And as I wait for you to notice me
I sit and write ****** poetry

Round and round and round it goes
When it stops,
Nobody knows

It’ll start a fight
It’ll start a brawl
It’ll make you bleed
It’ll make you fall

I got too sick
I lost my strength
So I jump off…

I’m getting dizzy…
Colors are fading…
How much more can I take?
Or give?

I’m running out of choices
The ****’s getting scary
I think I’m on the edge
Losing all senses
The balance is gone
We’re all gonna die…

Round and round and round it goes
When it stops,
Nobody knows

It’ll start a fight
It’ll start a brawl
It’ll make you bleed
It’ll make you fall

I got too sick
I lost my strength
So I jump off…

Hey! There’s the ground!
It’s rushing at my face
The pain is exceeded easily
I know I’m dead but,
It’s so much better than living……

Round and round and round it goes
When it stops,
Now I alone know

It made me fight
It cause my brawls
It made me bleed
But I would not fall

I was the champ
I had the strength
But I lost the will…