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Just as he
Stranded in a world
Where wrong and rejection rule
At every turn

I have come to this place
Away from you,
My saving grace
So now I burn

Torment surreal,
Any fleeting pleasure,
Last no longer
Than a symphony’s measure

The tempter cannot snare me
Knowledge of my love’s wait
Keep me narrow and straight
Short deprivation to great rewards lead

So I’ve decided my faith
My religious devotion is not
To He, as Jesus’ be
But to she

I can’t see her
I may not taste
The sweet kiss
Nor hear her melodious voice

Cannot relax in her gentle touch
Nor can her remarkable scent
Fill my nose

My goal to live once more
With my precious sweet
It’s Heaven when we meet

How so few think of God,
I think of you.
It’s to you,
I will be true

Your commandments
I will follow
No exceptions to this rule
Anything you ask,
I’ll do
Originally written September 2010
The flood is coming
The river will flow strong
I try to run but don’t move an inch
I am too different from you all…

A desert is what I want
A desert is what I almost had
I always seem so close
Until I find the flaw.
And not long after is…
The flood

The chance is gone
The people changed and reborn
I feel the pain of suffocation
Just so you have the aesthetic.

Again I begin my search
Looking for a home
I know I want far too much
But I’m offering more for such

Here’s the perfect place!
This is the one!
Here shall be my desert…
Oh God, please…
The flaw is found… again…

A desert is what I want
A desert is what I almost had
I always seem so close
Until I find the flaw.
And not long after is…
The flood

The chance is gone
The people changed and reborn
I feel the pain of suffocation
To make everyone happy.

It seems to me
That everyone has a soulmate
But good old God missed this son
He forgot to make me one
He left me alone with all I need and more.
He sits and laughs
At my pained desire to find my love to adore.

A desert is what I want
A desert is what I almost had
I always seem so close
Until I find the flaw.
And not long after is…
The flood

The chance is gone
The people changed and reborn
I feel the pain of suffocation
Because of our Father

I carry on
With this pointless search
“Just awhile longer…”
Soon becomes my maxim.

Soon I find it hard to walk
Earlier still my memory fades
Next thing I know my heart is slowing
I can feel my spirit leaving me…

A desert is what I wanted
A desert is what I almost had
I always seemed so close
Until I found the flaw.
And not long after were…
The floods

The chance is gone
The people changed and reborn
I feel the pain of suffocation
As I die with no one by my side…
Edited version; Originally written September 2008
Visions so many
Her beauty hidden from me
Behind the miles between

The dreams,
They tease
And drag me harshly
To my knees

Longing so long
Wanting to hold
Praying to see

She’s been sworn to be loyal
Yet my mind will not settle
For every moment I envy the man
Who may lay eyes on her

Love is all this can be
Even thy God must agree
Thus, I shall not let
These hundreds of miles

**** me
Orginally written in class August of 2010

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