Disconnected but available
Alone but one of many
Smiling to those reading my words
Crying this side of the shiny screen
Feeds scrolling in front of our eyes
Organised randomness of peoples lives
Vague questions, happy memories and sad ones
Others trying to connect, to matter, to belong
We show only what we want seen
As if being held by viewers to some higher standard
Afraid to express our true selves
In fear of losing a friend we have never met
Logging out after farewells to those in foreign lands
The monitors glow extinguished
Days meld, loneliness is back
Waking on a new day that mirrors the last
Clicking a button a fan spins
The glow reignites the software boots
The browser loads, the friends appear
Its just another day, another year.