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 Oct 2013 Belinda Jane
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Nothing's ever what it seems,
I wait around 'cause in my dreams,
you're something more than what I am
not Spam 'n eggs, green eggs or ham

but what I've dreamed in slumber's car
is not beyond the farthest star
but just above the highest cloud
where frozen skies can't scream out loud

or laugh or cry or live or die
or touch the apple of His eye
or grasp a thought, and catch a smile
or take a nap and rest a while

or lie outside in fresh cut grass
the summer sun, the day to pass
and when I'm rested, let it go
autumn comes and then the snow

life is short, and I am smitten
but hardly had the fruit been bitten
anger cuts the evening short
hopes and dreams meet TV sport

angry tones, a hot debate
and deep-set hurt will always wait
words are spoken, much regret
at least you're free now from the net

darkness comes but evening's fires
thaw the chill, and warm desires
hope for love, a life so sweet
calms the rage and stirs the heat

not so fast, the damage done
the fear rekindled in His son
faith moves mountains, this one still
cannot be moved beyond his will

all I wanted, something good
something blessed, a God who could
give me more than fleeting hope
far beyond my simple scope

and looking at that brightest star
reminded what a fool I ARE
I wish I may and wish I might
not have the thing I had tonight

to leave it to the Greatest One
is often hard and not much fun
less difficult, yet worse to take
is love's enormous bellyache

reminded there's a better plan
a place within His loving hand
and taken there one autumn day
the dream's allure just fell away

what I had thought 'true love' would be
far less than what He has for me
with oneness as it's greatest goal,
forgives the hurts and heals the soul
'A work in progress': A time of growth wherein I had to learn to let go of a dream when it was not shared and let God do it His way. In the end I kept a friend.
 Oct 2013 Belinda Jane
ali sbeity
I wish I could fly
Leave everything behind
Strange world where we are
Always searching to be satisfied
Emotional void is a crime
Make you feel worthless sometimes
Drag you to places
You regretted
When you wake up
I really cannot decide
If you care or not
You keep changing your vibes
Roses are red. Violets are blue. Sometimes, I wish I didn't love you.
Hills can be steep and hard to climb, but I keep willing myself to move forward up this hill, move forward with my life.
This liquid is spicy and warm as it flows down my throat, burning away my fears, angers, morals, achievements, inhibitions, burning away everything until even the memory of you is gone.
Darkness starts to descend, and I wonder if I'll keep the lights on tonight, or finally surrender myself to the dark.
The tide rises with the pros of staying and ebbs with the cons of leaving.
And I jump deep into the water, open my eyes in this surreal place.
The full moon shines bright as I surface above the water, knowing that tonight is another night that I will stay, knowing tomorrow is another day of hoping for the best.
What doesn't **** you will make you stronger, if you let it.

— The End —