I'm going to do it.
I don't give a ****!
As I sit... Here with my belt
Pain and confusion all I've felt.
My emotions can't be dealt.
Everything is set.
How I'll do it, where I'll do it.
I'll hang myself in the closet.
No ones home, no one will stop me.
My body stays in the world,
At least my soul will be free.
I tied the belt around my neck,
Think about my life for a sec..
As I'm hanging, I'm no longer breathing, just gasping.
Out of no where life starts flashing.
Times passing, I start grasping.
I unhang myself from the belt.
As I'm breathless there was something I felt.
What I've felt was hope.
Maybe there is more to life.
What was I thinking?
Hanging myself, cutting myself with a knife.
The sun is now gone.
My life is far from done.