Becka Estrada

Becka Estrada Jan 2013

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To My Eyes Humanity Is Evil,
To My Eyes I Perfer Them Shut,
To My Eyes My Parents Are The Enemy,
To My Eyes The Tears I Shed Hurt,
To My Eyes I Wish The World Was Different.
But Why So I See This?
Maybe I Am Afraid ToRealize The Good,
When Everything I Know Is Bad.
boldHow Can I Change The World When No One Wants To Die?

Becka Estrada Jan 2013

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I like the way he lays on his bed
The way he can make my heart beat
I love the way he is when he gets jelouse
His smile can light up my dark days
But sometimes I feel like I hurt him
Why do I? He is everything to me
And when I want to show it I can't
I will love him forever and he knows that
He is my heart and soul
I like the way he lays on his bed

Becka Estrada Dec 2012

Himself

I Still Remember Exactly How We Met,
How In The First Time I Saw You I Fell Inlove With You,
How Your Smile Captivated Me,
How Your Eyes Were Incredibly Amazing.
Now Its Been Five Months Since That Day,
And It Has Been Heaven And Hell Through Out,
This Months But They Were All Worth It Fighting For.
I Am Loving So Much More As The Clock Clicks Its Hands.
I Dont Say I Love You Immensly Because I Am Afraid Of Gettung Hurt,
I Hope You Love Me The Way I Do,
Because I Want You To Be My Husband And My Life, My Love.

Becka Estrada Oct 2012

Goodbye,I Swear.

I Dont Want To Love You,
I Mean You No Harm,
I Wish I Hadnt Fallen For You,
Am Sorry I Lied.
You Left Me Unwanted, You Left Me With Teary Eyes,
I Took You For Granted Am Sorry My Love,
Our Love Was A Disaster It Wasnt That Sweet,
We Knew It Since That Last Time You Let Her Sneek In,
Forgive Me My Loving,
Forgive My Unfair,
But Truly I Remember What You Said,
That She Was The Best In Bed,
I ******* Hate The Fact That You Threw My Love Away!
So Goodbye My Love,
Goodbye I Swear,
I Am Bettter Off Without Anyone That,
Thinks I Will Shed A Tear.
Goodbye.

Becka Estrada Oct 2012

The Secret Lover

I See You Laying On The Bed Quietly And Still,
Without You Even Moving It Gives Me A Reaction,
You Are Just Perfect And So Delicate,
People Do Not Understand Our Feelings For Each Other,
Everyone Judges.
My Boyfriend Doesnt Know About This,
And Your Husband Doesnt Know Either.
Oh Yes Baby We Are Bad People But Who Are We To Judge?
I Fell Inlove With You Since The Very Start Of This,
I Just Want To Hold My Body Agaisnt You,Tight And Rough,
Letting You Know That My Love Is True And His Is A Game,
I Want To Steal Your Heart Away, The Same Way You Stole Mine.
I Am All Yours And You Smile Cause You Know That,
But For You I Am Just A Game Because He Has Your Heart,
I Am Just A Toy Of Your Satisfaction, Oh Baby Love Me Tonight,
Love Me Forever, Give A Sign You Will Be There Whenever.
Tonight Is Not For You And Him,
Tonight Is For You And Me,
So Give Me Your Body For Me To Embrace My Love To.

Becka Estrada Oct 2012

The Untruthful Lover

So To See That You Are That One That Has Me In The Lies Of Your Perfection
I Am Falling Each Day More For You,
And It Hurts More As We Grow Stronger
You Keep Reapeating You Wont Hurt Me
Wont **** And Wont Lie To Me
But So You Are Lying To Me When You Say You Wont
I Know So Much Of You Not To Believe Anything
So Yes I Am The One Blind And Deaf
But The Heart Has Me That Way
Because As You Lie Those Words Keep Reapting The Sweetness
Of Your Soul. You Drive Me Crazy And I Am Enchanted.
Dont Lie My Untruthful Liar Because I Need You With Me.
I Love You And I Will Give Anyting For You,
Your Touches Are The Best And Your Lips Are The Softest Of All.
Yes, I Am Inlove With You And I Know I Am Getting Hurt...Tonight.

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