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388 · Oct 2013
Ode to Bently
Becca DeMateo Oct 2013
Oh bently
little bently
you are my pride and joy
oh bently
little bently
you're amazing
oh bently
dear bently
PLEASE STOP GROWING!
Becca DeMateo Oct 2013
You got down on one knee.
the look in your eyes.
i could see the love flowiong out of them and into mine.
you say i love you, marry me.
i start to cry.
inside and out
it was only just a dream.....
i don't know why. but one thing i wanna do is get married. and it's never going to happen. :(
this was a dream i had last night.
Becca DeMateo Oct 2013
There was a man who carried his heart
in the palm of his right hand.
He had a grande, that lay the other way.
He just stood there with them both in his hands.

The first time we met he held out them out.
Then asked me to choose my lover.

I choose the granade,
and i left the heart there to fade.

He ripped out my heart.
Put the granade where it belonged,
and told me to have a nice day.

I'm walking alone and a fellow comes along
with a smile from ear to ear.

he said i think i love you, i do
your so perfect it's true.
oh please, wont you be mine?

So i waste no time,
and fell in love on the drop of a dime.

But then my heart explodes.
My sister painted a picture of a man holding a granade infront of a tree, and i love that picture. later i found out she did a collection. and in the collection, there is a nother painting where the granade turns to a heart...but then it explodes.
that is where i got my insperation. :) enjoy all
374 · Oct 2013
How do i?
Becca DeMateo Oct 2013
What is it?
What can it be?
Do i have a choice?
Will i ever be able to see?
Afraid of what i might find,
or what i may not.
My mind is blinding me from this spot.
"This spot" are those the right words to use?
It's more like everything.
To some maybe not.
To others why waste the time.
To me it's just....
TICK ,TICK, ticking away.
If time dosent exsist,
How do i?
Becca DeMateo Dec 2015
I hate that I cry every time I think of you.
Maybe not in tears
But my soul feels it.
My body feels it.
Because a pain will never go away
All because you decided to
One day father. I hope you feel the pain too.
345 · Oct 2013
Mother natures gun.
Becca DeMateo Oct 2013
I've died inside at least a million times.
I didn't know i could live this long.
I've cheated death one to many times,
and now i'm about to die.
The world looks so pretty,
so wonderful,
so true...
But wait until she shows you what she's got in store for you...
344 · Nov 2013
It's a dark moon tonight
Becca DeMateo Nov 2013
Invisible like a shadow
There but no one cares
Like Peter Pan
Terrified of who I
Or maybe I don't understand
331 · Dec 2015
Let me in
Becca DeMateo Dec 2015
I sit and i watch you
That look in your eyes
It was just a joke but the fire from your mouth breeds a different story
There's pain where you lay
I wish i could get down there with you too
But you won't allow me
You push me away with your screams and your hate
When you see the redness in my eyes
From a night of lonesome crying
I can almost see you
I wish i could see you
But you push me away with your screams and your hate
And the day that I'm gone
Maybe i will see you
Maybe you will let me see you
      I just want to see you
329 · Nov 2013
I Miss You
Becca DeMateo Nov 2013
So i asked her, Is it all real? Heaven and Hell?
she replied, I don't want to talk about it.
And then I woke up.
Becca DeMateo Oct 2013
You have problems
Just like we all do.
except you take yours out on me
you lie
and lie
all the time
did you think I was that stupid?
maybe I am...
I do let you control me
I do let you lie to me
so maybe it's me
I'm the fool
I'm the one who lets you treat me like a tool
i know the title makes no since..bu i couldnt come up with a title so this was the first thing that popped into my head
326 · Aug 2015
happiness is a....
Becca DeMateo Aug 2015
To be happy is a distant thought
A washed up memory that never really exsisted
Lost in my soul from a place far far away
Dark and cold it lays
Never to return or see the light of day
My whole life I wanted to be happy
But now I'm just content.

Content knowing my destiny is to be a slave to life
Never live. Never have meaning. Never be happy.
326 · Oct 2013
Peace
Becca DeMateo Oct 2013
What is peace but a fight that is won
what is peace but two wrongs that was made "right"
what is peace, it's not what we think
peace is a state of mind
not many can get there
peace is every where.
we just choose to take the hard way.
323 · Oct 2013
It's staring back at me.
Becca DeMateo Oct 2013
I look through the window.
I see you, you see me.
You're surrounded by so much,
yet you look so fine.
You've stood strong for far too long.
I really wonder why you'll never fall.
Were you built that way?
or did that happen over time?
You may be a fence....
But i wish i was you.

Fin
318 · Oct 2013
Green to gray
Becca DeMateo Oct 2013
There sitting in the tiny chest
is MY secret to happiness.
When i open it up...
I can smell it.
When i feel it...
My worries go away.
Let's go turn that green to gray
302 · Nov 2013
What is love
Becca DeMateo Nov 2013
A secret told between two souls

The stars of our scars on each others hearts

The warmth of a touch so deep so pure

The skip if a beat when you look at me

A disease of our souls

A game of pain when you walk away

The joy deep down when you come back to me

Oh, what is love?
300 · Nov 2013
Murder of crows
Becca DeMateo Nov 2013
I see you!
You're right there!
....hello there
Why are you swinging?
Can I join you?
Hello
Answer me....
Please.
I came here to see you.
Why won't you answer me?
What's that smell?
Can u hear me?
Will u please answer?
I'm coming closer...
I want to play with you.
.....
........
............
What happened?!
Are you okay?!
Wait I know who are!!


To be continued
Part 3 comming soon :)
288 · Mar 2014
Agrivation
Becca DeMateo Mar 2014
I'm only one
I'm not a million
Why treat me like I am?
283 · Nov 2013
Do you feel it?
Becca DeMateo Nov 2013
Dying....all alone
My hearts been dying
For far to long
260 · Oct 2013
Leigh'sa's Table
Becca DeMateo Oct 2013
You remind me of so much.
So many times,
memories.
They will never fade.
My heart has a spot.
That spot belongs to you.

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