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Becca DeMateo Oct 2013
I just can't take it anymore
this feeling
its driving me
your driving me
i hate you
all you do is leave
"be home later"
i'm left  here
with OUR son
it pains me
i hate this
i'm so lonley
you have fun
I'm not involved
do you even
love me
it's hard
not to cry
i really wanna
die...
i wish you
would just stay
stop leaveing me
or i'm gone....
Becca DeMateo Oct 2013
You have problems
Just like we all do.
except you take yours out on me
you lie
and lie
all the time
did you think I was that stupid?
maybe I am...
I do let you control me
I do let you lie to me
so maybe it's me
I'm the fool
I'm the one who lets you treat me like a tool
i know the title makes no since..bu i couldnt come up with a title so this was the first thing that popped into my head
Becca DeMateo Oct 2013
She stood there for over a hour
people walking by
all she wanted was for someone to say hello
that little word..
it could mean so much
exspecially to someone so small
her tears started running
its like a marathon on her face
still everyone walks by
not a speck of worry
not even a trace
she takes one more step
she's close to the edge
there is no turnning back
she can never go back
she freezes just standing there
so close
so close....
is it possible that the world has stopped?
her heartbeat is all she hears
She forgots about her worries
she have no pain
no fears
for a moment she is happy
and then she forgot to breath
that jump wasnt so bad
could this be a dream
she sinks to the bottom
her body hasnt moved
but then the next thing she knows
you're takeing her from the blue
you scream her name
whisper your love
her heart belong to you once
you told her she wasn't enough....
Becca DeMateo Oct 2013
I've died inside at least a million times.
I didn't know i could live this long.
I've cheated death one to many times,
and now i'm about to die.
The world looks so pretty,
so wonderful,
so true...
But wait until she shows you what she's got in store for you...
Becca DeMateo Oct 2013
There was a man who carried his heart
in the palm of his right hand.
He had a grande, that lay the other way.
He just stood there with them both in his hands.

The first time we met he held out them out.
Then asked me to choose my lover.

I choose the granade,
and i left the heart there to fade.

He ripped out my heart.
Put the granade where it belonged,
and told me to have a nice day.

I'm walking alone and a fellow comes along
with a smile from ear to ear.

he said i think i love you, i do
your so perfect it's true.
oh please, wont you be mine?

So i waste no time,
and fell in love on the drop of a dime.

But then my heart explodes.
My sister painted a picture of a man holding a granade infront of a tree, and i love that picture. later i found out she did a collection. and in the collection, there is a nother painting where the granade turns to a heart...but then it explodes.
that is where i got my insperation. :) enjoy all
Becca DeMateo Oct 2013
I look through the window.
I see you, you see me.
You're surrounded by so much,
yet you look so fine.
You've stood strong for far too long.
I really wonder why you'll never fall.
Were you built that way?
or did that happen over time?
You may be a fence....
But i wish i was you.

Fin
Becca DeMateo Oct 2013
The pain you cause,
it might as well be thorns down my throat.
My heart you broke,
I should have seen a mile away.
you say to me,
"baby, I love you see."
I simply reply
"Then why all the lies....?"
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