Becca

Becca Feb 2014

Today I

fell apart
under you
over you
disgusted
by
me
doing what i thought
i wanted
i did want
but wrong timing
right timing
wrong thinking
you don't know what you want or
what's real

Becca Feb 2014

brittle

I can't
do
this
alone

Becca Feb 2014

Hopefully

Tonight
Will be the first step
Closer to healing
The entire wound
Not just the scratches and torn
Layers you've added during your
Stay

Becca Feb 2014

Remorse

Anything to fill this void

Becca Feb 2014

This and That

What was I thinking?

Life confuses me too much.
It's hard to accept how things really are,
Because they don't always make sense.

Becca Feb 2014

Why?

Why do I
Keep checking up on you
Only to upset myself
Why do I do that?

Becca Feb 2014

Borderline

I don't know what to do with my anger,
Or any of my
Emotions