All the odds are stacked against...
Smothered by a blanket of deceit...
No happiness can come with the truth... Ignorance is Bliss...

And the time will pass me bye
As i sit around and wonder why,
As to whats lifes plan in minds eye.

Schooling perhaps to strike it rich,
End my struggle and find lifes glitch, take that life you're now my *****.

But not so fast as things are known,
Family wrought to cast the stone,
To **** me dry, to leave unsewn.

Raised by wolves, the weak shall die, or find another, to hear thy cry,
Found another, relief, a sigh.

Marriage bells ring as love unfolds
Secrets rise and become untold,
Was i loved before her heart grew cold?

Yeah i could still smile, but it would lack luster and shine...
Yeah i could still eat, but the food would taste bland to tastebuds of mine...
Yeah i could still breathe, but the air would feel heavy with sorrow and pain...
Yeah i could still see, but the beauty i seek would be slain...
Yeah i could still live in a world without you... But why? why would i ever want to...?

I fell for you so hard, so fast,
wanted this feelings to always last...
I hope you feel the way i still do,
But you don't... And now i'm blue,
You want to stay friends you've changed your mind,
Guess i'm just to weak and too kind,
So here i'll wait in this zone, 
And just a friend as i'll be known.
Thanks for your support you'll say,
But i'll die a little every day.
But I'll bear the burden for this to last, 
Because when im with you my heart beats fast...
i hope that one day dreams come true, 
and from your lips, I love you...
So here ill stay until the end,
In the zone just As a friend...

Hold me tight and don't let go.
We'll start it off lets start this show,
With every kiss and sweet caress, 
We will with our love express, 
This feeling we don't want to end
2 become one we'll start to blend.
Feels so good lets pick up the pace,
Wish we could stop, time and space.
Moan and groan as our hips colide,
Incredible feeling so deep inside. 
Tensing up our toes are curled,
Just heavenly, on top of the world
Sweet release for you and me, 
Taking us away to ecstasy...
So hold me tight and don't let go,
All a feeling we both should know...

I'll open up and let you in
My broken heart on need of mend,
I'll Fall in love it don't make sense... 
Looks like I'm Just a boost of confidience...
Pick you up to watch me fall,
You will walk and i will crawl. 
Back inside my shell i'll hide...
Put up walls to coincide... 
A world thats cold and never right, 
Let me love, if only for one more  night...

Inside he's happy, all his Goals are dialed... And on the outside he smiles...
Inside he's scared, afraid to lose everything... But on the outside he smiles...
Inside he screams, believing false realities (shes gone)... But on the outside he smiles...
 Inside he crys, inside he dies... But on the outside he smiles... 
Inside he can't take it, hard work is wasted... But on the outside he smiles...
Inside his decision, fueled by loss and retention... But on the outside he smiles
Inside he's scared, His life is retired.... But on the outside he smiles...
Inside the'll miss me, wished they'd of reached me... On the outside the'll miss my smile... 
Goodbye...

**** me you, **** you me, 
Broken hearts, killing you, killing me

**** you me, **** me you, 
I hurt you, you hurt me,
Love me, let love be,

**** me you, **** you me,
Pain you feel, my life you steal
Gone you are, heart away far,

**** me you, **** you me,
My love goodbye, heart still sighs,
Signed you away, but in my heart you stay.

**** me you, **** you me,
 **** me you, you **** me... Still

Hey just calling to say hi, 
Hoping you would make a little time, 
To talk to me and calm my fears. 
Missing you like crazy
I guess you're just too busy.

Hey me again, just calling to say hi,
Hoping to talk to me you would try. 
Been patiently waiting to hear
To my one true love,you my dear
But Wait a little longer I must do
Just to try and speak with you.

WHY Wont you pick up your phone
You Leave me hanging, all alone
I just want to hear you and just say hi,
Not to hurt you or hear you cry.
Just missing you and feeling bad, hoping to hear from you, sincerely sad.

Why won't you answer, you hear it ring. 
Please pick up, please oh please
I just need to hear from you, a voice so sweet
Need you more than my heart to beat.
So please pick up, im at my end
Be my lover, be my friend.
No answer again , its plain to see
Forever meant nothing, from you to me...
Goodbye my lover, goodbye my wife
Gave you everything including my life... 
So as you listen one day near, 
Please stay strong when you hear:

I try, and try, and try 
To reach you with no reply
Called before to just say hi, 
Calling this time to say goodbye...