My fault or not,
I have been damaged
I loved a little too hard
And when it all came crashing down,
I was crushed underneath

My heart aches just a little too much
Whenever I get too close to loving another
Maybe I just need more time
Still every 11:11 I ask whoever is out there
To let me be happy and find love again

I know what to do to help myself
so why don't I do it?
My laziness is getting in the way again
Why don't I find motivation to push it back?
I feel trapped with the exit right in front of me
so why don't I escape?
I am a glutton, a hedon, a sloth, a wraith
And I continue to sin
What can I do?