because this isn’t love
not even infatuation
just a mild attraction
a retroaction
from what had happened
just january
the 10th, though muddled with 11
it’s not even love
not grazing infatuation
just a wandering gaze
meeting a weak attraction
and trying to find
a fraction
of the faction
she was in
there’s no butterflies in the stomach
-maybe this is a delayed reaction
but theres a longing for attachment
maybe it’s their benefaction
maybe attraction
gives satisfaction
to a non-terminating
plan of action
to satisfy
the never satisfied
well we’ve been down this road
a bit too many times
it's more like they seem to be attracted to a person but not in the crush way. or maybe it is, because there's really no telltale sign. it's a gaze lingering over one a little longer than the other. try to satisfy the flesh with another person, showing attraction to just another person. the flesh is never satisfied. but i don't know why i can't bring myself to Jesus.