She thought she was ready
But the consequence of having a good man got to be too heavy
So wrapped in her own head
She did what any scared woman would've did
She ran from that good man
Back to the arms of the kind of man she was comfortable with

I thought about you so much today
I truly missed you all day today
I love you more each day I’m away
Before I sleep for you I pray
I wish you more reachable peace today
I wish you unspeakable joy today
I wish I could be with you to say
I’m sorry for what I did yesterday

Theoretical problems
Social validations that never pass
Quantifiable shapes over gaps that never fit
Thoughts on any and everything
Self-created problems that never exist

Fighting against the current of my escape
Something grabs me and drags me
To a paralytic mind state
So heavy a weight
It feels like death's foot on my face
With all I can muster to get away
Gasping I suffocate
Apnea
Drowning me in rapid descent
Someone please wake me
I feel my spirit's ascent

We're connected
Infected
Like the walking dead
Helplessly drawn by each other’s scent
Memories unlike of what life was like before the time we spent
Close yet so far apart
Its evident cupid ****** us
The moment he hit us with that poisonous dart

I didn't know love was made to feel like this
If this is what God intended for love then I raise my hands and rejoice in pure bliss
Surely He knew my heart when he granted me this one wish
To love and be loved unconditionally
To experience a love with the Holy Spirit and yet remain me

How did you sleep last night?
Was it pleasant?
Where do you go when you sleep?
Is it heaven?
If history says the perfect number is 7
Then so too
God’s perfect letter
Must be...
U

Old lovers I'd like to see again
Different me(s) I'd like to be again
Since the beginning will never be again
I'm giving newness a chance to begin again