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Oct 2011 · 495
"My Haunting"
BB Nothing Oct 2011
My thoughts are haunted constantly by your face.
When I think about my foolishness, I feel like a disgrace.
Your love is gone, my heart still isn't fine.
Every thought I have is just one more sign.
Calm and cool can't always cover it.
Sometimes I just really want to quit.
The pain is gone but my love is raw.
Who will be the one to help it thaw?
Oct 2011 · 715
"No regrets, Blake"
BB Nothing Oct 2011
The sound of your leaving steps haunted me for so long.
I memorized the echo so I could play it back when it wasn't sounding. Months went by and I kept living my life, blending into your background. I wasn't always there. Oh no, I was empty... drained.
I swore my faithfulness and never let go; even though I knew you didn't want it anymore.
They tried to tell me but I would sound them out... listening to your steps.
I realize now how I was wrong.
But it's what I had to do.

No regrets,
Blake
Oct 2011 · 493
"Dreaming"
BB Nothing Oct 2011
Sleeping, to me, is oh so great,
A little bit of love, no more hate.
The world I know has turned against me,
But no one notices; can't they see?
I loved and loved and kept on given,
Now they say I was always sinnin'.
Maybe, maybe I could dream.
All I need is a little gleam...
Oct 2011 · 520
"Phases"
BB Nothing Oct 2011
Not my fault she says.
He can't take it, no more hurt.
"This is just a phase"
He thinks it through and starts to blurt
"Don't expect me to change my ways!"  
She stops and looks...
...and starts to revert
Oct 2011 · 481
"You Would Agree"
BB Nothing Oct 2011
Pain, pain, come to me.
The darkness, the darkness, let me see.
So much, so much, so much debris.
If you knew, you would agree...
Oct 2011 · 1.6k
"You Let Me Down"
BB Nothing Oct 2011
You didn't have to let me down.
I shouldn't have this constant frown.
But now you say you've moved on in life,
While I just sit here holding this knife
Oct 2011 · 528
"Waiting in Style"
BB Nothing Oct 2011
Too much anger, too much please.
How can one live on his knees?
It's hard all over, don't ever forget it.
But I know I have to try and submit.
For I will be here awhile,
Waiting... waiting... waiting in style.
Oct 2011 · 699
"The Sweep"
BB Nothing Oct 2011
You made a choice, it ruined my life,
I almost used that shiny knife.
Then somehow, somehow, could it be?
That you could really, actually see?
You made me cry, you made me weep.
But I think it's time to make The Sweep.
Oct 2011 · 602
"The Silence Can Be Murder"
BB Nothing Oct 2011
The silence can be ******
Blowing nothing but wind
See you can't do anything bout it
Because they say you don't fit in
"Why not?" you ask them constantly
But no answer is due to commit
The silence can be ******
Oct 2011 · 581
"The Knife"
BB Nothing Oct 2011
The knife is out, I'm ready to break.
But then I start to shift and shake.
Everyone here can see,
All I want to do is end me.
So what's holding me back?
I'm already off track.
Then thoughts of her rush to my head.
And that's what did it.
I am dead.
Oct 2011 · 344
"The Heart Show"
BB Nothing Oct 2011
Caution to the wind?
Mustn't be afraid of getting skinned.
Love is like that, don't you know?
The one, the only, the big Heart Show.
Oct 2011 · 346
"The 4 'L's"
BB Nothing Oct 2011
Live, love, laugh, learn.
Just make sure you make the right turns.
Don't look back if you turn left though,
Cause all that does is lead to concerns.
Oct 2011 · 2.1k
"Sleeping Taint"
BB Nothing Oct 2011
Waking up is so grand,
Like life is pulling you, by the hand.
It's not all perfect, there's room for complaint,
Sleeping can also leave a taint.
Nightmares can come and scare you to death,
But don't freak out, and don't do ****.
You'll be fine, I'll promise you that,
Just please get up and feed the cat.
Oct 2011 · 2.3k
"Rejection"
BB Nothing Oct 2011
Rejection is what I'm feeling,
No more love, no more healing.
Why do I have to do this?
You're the one that I miss.
My life is gone, gone with you
So much hurt... I wish I could sue..
Oct 2011 · 1.7k
"Rebound!"
BB Nothing Oct 2011
Vanished, vanished, but to where?
I don't look, I just stare.
More love, more love, all around.
I'm so happy we've made a rebound!
Oct 2011 · 769
"Proving Time"
BB Nothing Oct 2011
The information’s pouring down,
But don't yet put back on that crown.
Time will determine your future move,
Until then, just let her prove.
Oct 2011 · 556
"Paste, Scrape, Erase"
BB Nothing Oct 2011
Pasting all my memories onto this board I see,
Scraping off is very tough on both of you and me,
Erasing is another part, but where, oh, where could it be?
Oct 2011 · 371
"Our Star"
BB Nothing Oct 2011
Waking up, I think we are,
Looking back up, at our star.
I wanted this, I always did
I think we just... overdid.
But now let's go and run again,
It'll be so great, just like back when..
Oct 2011 · 510
"Northernbound"
BB Nothing Oct 2011
She came around,
Without a sound.
I was sitting on the ground,
But now I feel I'm being crowned.
We're coming together, we're being bound.
Please stay with me, please stay around.
Let's head together,
Northern-bound
Oct 2011 · 300
"Untitled"
BB Nothing Oct 2011
The room is dark, but no one cares.
They just sit there, waiting, in their chairs.
No one talks or laughs at all,
Most of us just want to bawl.
Then someone tall walks in the room,
We all look up to see the doom.
It doesn't come, it's such a shock,
I guess it's time to spin the clock.
Oct 2011 · 345
"More"
BB Nothing Oct 2011
More is what I'm thinking.
More is what you're wanting
More will come soon, right?
More is coming into sight..
Oct 2011 · 335
"Me + You"
BB Nothing Oct 2011
Breaking.. leaving.. all so sad.
You say I'm making you be this mad.
But you're the one who can't really add.
Me + You makes everyone glad
Oct 2011 · 528
"Maybe"
BB Nothing Oct 2011
Maybe this isn't so bad.
Maybe I can quit being sad.
Maybe there won't be mad.
I'd be so glad.
Oct 2011 · 696
"Love Maze"
BB Nothing Oct 2011
Kind of like a wild maze,
Love turns and sprints and falls down too.
But it keeps going all the days,
The question is, will me and you?
Oct 2011 · 392
"I'll let..."
BB Nothing Oct 2011
I'll let the pain set me free
I'll let the thoughts come back
I'll let the sadness consume me
I'll stop the love from fighting back..
Oct 2011 · 388
"I Want (Death)"
BB Nothing Oct 2011
I want to die,
I want to bleed.
I want to feel her breath against me.
No one can help,
Only she.
For I can't help, but see the......
BB Nothing Oct 2011
Can't decide what to do, I still love you.
We were so happy, we could've flew.
No more happiness, everything’s blue.
I guess we were just... overdue
Oct 2011 · 359
"H.B.P."
BB Nothing Oct 2011
I still can't believe what you did.
You got scared, you got rid.
Why, oh why, am I alone?
Because I was too Heart-Break-Prone
Oct 2011 · 548
"Goodbye"
BB Nothing Oct 2011
Goodbye loving, becoming the past
Goodbye happiness, you never last
Goodbye salvation, please save me again
Goodbye temptation, you were always a sin
Goodbye together, I'll miss you so much
Goodbye everything, keep in touch...
Oct 2011 · 420
"First Love"
BB Nothing Oct 2011
Some think love will always last,
But others say it’ll become the past.
But that doesn’t mean you shouldn’t try
Even if you think you might cry.
Love twists and turns day by day,
But never does it truly fade away.
Now love can change as things get tough,
But no one said it had to change stuff.
For what love was ever to see,
That both of them, wanted to break free.
You can’t always feel the love that’s there,
But keep on looking, don’t let it tear.
It’ll come back, don’t end it now
Please stick with me, I’ll fix it somehow.
So now I just sit here and wait,
For you to love me, and clear the slate.
This is the first poem I ever wrote, and I would like to thank Lizzie Weider for giving me the inspiration, strength, and ability to share my feelings with the world. To her I am forever grateful.
Oct 2011 · 361
"Final Hour"
BB Nothing Oct 2011
My final hour is meeting me,
Right on this corner, by the tree.
Just sitting here waiting, drinking tea.
"Please take me back" is my final plea.
If you say no, I will agree,
To finally go
Permanently
Oct 2011 · 472
"Eventually"
BB Nothing Oct 2011
My, my, my, what foolish me.
I thought I could finally see.
But I guess all things come to an end,
Eventually
Oct 2011 · 568
"Downstairs"
BB Nothing Oct 2011
Dying sounds so good.
I'm think I might do it under the hood.
No one could see, but no one even cares.
I think I'll go... downstairs.
No more happiness, no more will.
I'm permently stopping this treadmill...
Oct 2011 · 878
"Confusion"
BB Nothing Oct 2011
Confusion, confusion, what a bother!
Always suggesting "would you rather.."
Can't it all just go away,
To a place where only chosens stay?
Never return, oh goodness no.
For we would have to stop this show.
Oct 2011 · 446
"Coming to an End"
BB Nothing Oct 2011
The lies are rolling by.
All I can do is cry.
The world is going 'round,
As I bury myself in the ground.
They all say they care
But that doesn't affect my despair.
I can't live like this!
I need your love, your kiss.
So now my life has come to an end,
It's time for me to go and descend..
Oct 2011 · 434
"At Her Window"
BB Nothing Oct 2011
She had lied.
So he had cried.
She said she was sorry.
So he said don't worry.
She said she wanted to move on.
So he told her, he was still drawn.
She said to let go.
But he still stood there, at her window.
Oct 2011 · 382
"A New Place"
BB Nothing Oct 2011
I love it here, that's all that matters.
The old place is now just only blurs.
It's you and I, and no one else.
Please don't ruin this, or I will hurt.

— The End —