When I am not with you
I am without myself too !!

She has always been beautiful
I used to pretend to not fall for her
and used to just  smile
because the words were never the right words to say
I couldn't speak up to her
all I could do was just wave her goodbye as she faded away.

I long to see you in that fairy dress again
I long to be electrocuted by your touch
I long to be washed under your breath
I long to be touched by your lips
I long to hold you in my arms
and dance under the moon
I long to be loved by your heart

your love is all I need.

How come you are the music
that both soothes me from inside
and break me into pieces?
How come the same music takes me to the paradise
and makes me cry there?

I am sick, tired and vexed
running from one corner to the next
c'mon god
let me go
break this wall
and let me explore the world
let me see the mountains, the lakes, the rivers
let me be who I want to be
do not engulf me inside this cage
let my dreams fly
let me fly
grant me freedom once and I will never cry.

I am a new-born
with wings so immature, they may torn
but I want to fly, wander off
into the clouds in and out
in the sky so close to sun
that I might get a burn
But I don't really care
here I am ready to dare
to make a flight off the earth
far-away to go and freedom to search.