i lay on my bed at night and i stare up at those little plastic stars on my celing
i see you in them
i see me in them
you shine so bright and you are the light i look towards
but i am recyclable plastic
i tell myself that you dont need me anymore, that you have them now.
i am so angry that you left me
well you didnt actually, but i feels like it
these impaired chemicals in my brain make my emotions overexaggerated
im trying to be happy but i cant let it go
you dont mention me
in your posts anymore
im sorry
i love you
we still talk but not as much