you lied when you said you loved me
                                                                ­                    
                                      and i lied when i said i didn't love you back


j.f

They say that when
you can't sleep at night
it's because someone out
in this blind world
is thinking of you

I've noticed
you've had bags
under your eyes

I'm sorry that you haven't slept

j.f

I wish I knew who you were
so I can let myself fall,
                                        fall into your invisible arms
get buried into your chest
where your blood flowing non-existent heart is at
fall asleep with the sound
of your soft voice tickling my ear

but I'm afraid of falling,
                                           falling into something
that isn't there
and what isn't there


                                  is you

j.f

You were
the only
person
to
make
me
smile
in my
darkest time



Now you are the reason for my dark times

j.f