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Bambi Oct 2013
Suicide

Death

Pain

Released

Over

Done

Blood

Rope

Tears

E­nd
Bambi Oct 2013
I have all the feelings in my head. I hate and love. I just hate more than love. I am tired and depressed. **** this. I am done. Life, yup, not my thing. I **** at life. I can't even sleep without some type of emotion. I hate my life, me, people, this world. So tell me how much I have worth living for. I know what I have. But I have more hate towards people and in me than love in anything. What the hell am I doing. Oh my god. Yes I scream. Yes I cry. I **** at math. But do you really need math for writing. Random noises leave my mouth. I don't have a feeling at a time. They just bounce together. When I cry I laugh. I scream and I am crying. Ugh. This is a poem, a ****** one. I listen to only songs that have meaning. What am I supposed to do besides run. Run from what. I don't know. Let me go. Zombiefy!! Woo. What the hell was that. A.D.D. taking over me. What did I do. Where do I go. The scars on my wrist are now gone. Except one. That one gave me more pain. It hurts like a pinch. And stings. Blood just there. It doesn't move until I make the next slash, making the drops turn in to a puddle. I let it build up inside of me. In my thoughts.
Bambi Oct 2013
Do I **** everything that I love.



Everything I touch.



Everything I cry for.



Everything I needed.



Everything I kiss.



Everything.
Bambi Oct 2013
Tonight is my night.



My night for death.



Good bye.
Bambi Oct 2013
Another day of torture.

Another year of pain.

Another razor painted.

Another way to cry.

Another reason the scream.

Another time to die...
Bambi Oct 2013
We are all here for a reason.

That reason is unknown.



The flowers are my god.

They are there, no one can explain them. 

No one...

Flowers are my belief.


They get crushed, yet bounce back up.

They are calm, colorful, fragranced.



What is your God, your Belief?
Bambi Oct 2013
Today has been hell.

Fights, screaming, tears, all in one.
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