Drip drop drip drop
  Blood all over the room

She sits back
  And just laughs

She looks in the floor
  Thoughts running through her        mind

What will people think
When they see this

What happened
   What went down

She cut
She cut real deep

The pain was just
         Deep

She tried to hide
She tried to run

She couldn't
So she cut

To get rid of it all

She broke her promise
Wow

She may not have done it
Outwardly

But inwardly she
Was hurting herself

My breath gets taken away
When i see you

My heart beats when you
Hold me tight

Please love me
Dont let me go
I love you

My heart yearns for you
I cant deny what
I feel

Be mine
be my everything
   Forgive me

Dont let us be apart

Tik tok tik tok
Time goes by
Sitting there
Thinking about life

Ding **** ding ****
The church bells ring
Letting the hours be known

Boom boom boom boom
Goes the bombs
To win a war that should not be fought

Look around take a minute to see
The sounds that are in our earth
No one seems to listen

the pain was too strong for one person to endure
she called out in agony
"WHY!" she screamed out "WHY ME!"
A heart wrenching cry came out from the depths of her soul
until she sobbed her last sob
cried her last tear
her soul became black
empty from within
the beating she endured
the abuse and pain
was more than she could fathom
she couldn't tell no one
she feared being called a liar
she feared being put down
she turned to things that no should have
her world was dark
numb from the pain
she couldn't cry
n when she did it was only a little
she didn't want any one to see her cry
the pain took over
she pretended to laugh
she beacme fake
deep down inside anger and anguish took over
she turned to the wrong friends wrong people
she was immature
she became used and abused more
all she wanted was jus a little love
a little comfort
*** money and alcohol became her comfort zone
finally she met a beautiful someone
she had been missing since 4
the person who loved her unconditionally
her mother
she cared for her
told her that she was valued
slowly n till this day slowly the walls are falling down
thanks to this young womens mother
who is still there for her to this day

the heart is full off many things
love beauty hope love life
but when life is taken
all that is left is
pain hurt anger darkness and death
that is what  has been in my heart
help me release it
set me free from the
curse of heartbrokeness

My heart has been mended from bein broken
what caused this
it wasnt the wind
it wasnt the rain
it was love

When the one you loved finally tells you that they love you
or the wall they built up is melting
love can mend a broken heart
love is what healed mine

The soul the tortured inward soul
Screams for mercy
The pain to deep
I cut hoping pain will go away
I cry inwardly for The tears wont come outwardly
My past runs through my mind
Day in day out
Haaaa
When will my soul be at peace
When will it heal
Crack by crack my heart breaks
The joy i once had now turns into a maskarade
Cut after cut
Tear after tear
Sleepless night after sleepless night
The screamin soul is begging for mercy
The begging soul is cryin for freedom
The pain is to deep
It is too sad
Wish i could change the past
Hoping i can change my future
Hoping it will go away
Night after night
Tear after tear
Rip after rip
My soul goes through the worst
Death is there everyday
Waiting for permission to stike
Take me now
Don't let my soul suffer anymore