Because your green eyes are all I see
And when I close my eyes at night
You're there with me
I dream of breathing your air and singing your song
Cause I've wanted you all this time, all along.

There will be a day that I finally forget about you
There will be a day when its finally through
And I will cry like I have nothing more to do
Because that will be the day, *I'm free.

On our knees
with arrows sticking out
we used to be adventurers like you
till we got married.

The only realization that I came to was the way I longed for your fingers to pass through my hair,
so that I could feel your presence and us as a pair.
The only realization I came to was that I was the only one that cared.

and i remember the day you told me
you kept on reminding me and i knew it would happen all along
i remember the times i smoked 3 cigarettes in a row to just forget to keep on trying to forget for the life of me because i am only 17,
the prime of my life
except its not prime and its not my life
my life is controlled by you and when i eat and how i eat and what i feel
whether i am fine or not fine
whether i can even think or not think
whether i am tired or energetic
you constantly control my every move
and i wanna know why you chose me
why me
disease, did i meet your qualifications?

tell me how you know all the secrets of the world and the small nuances of human race,
i remember yesterday you had a sad look on your face
because you knew how each one of us would end
in a caged cell with nothing more to offer, in our own minds
we would cower till we became the rats that people spit on
where our existence as a whole would finally falter