Held it together,
while I could.
Slowly but surely,
it crumbled before me.

My attempts and trials,
in vain they tried.
Was it all for naught?
Or a perfect ending.

In my mind.
Always.

When the phone rings.
Hopeful.

When that song comes on.
Wishing.

When I think of you.
Smile.

All of this.
Love.

Start with the word love,
multiply that to show,
how it gets tossed around.

Then take the word forever,
and throw it out the window,
for it doesn't mean a thing.

My heart is running,
sprinting, chasing,
after yours.

Find myself smiling,
whenever I think of you.
When not with you,
my heart beats with loneliness.

Something New,
New Love.

Break it off,
tear it down.
Brush it off,
and don't look back

No more reason,
to follow that same rhythm.
Gone forever,
as is my feelings.

Hold it back,
think it over.
Tell myself,
it's not my fault.

Looking to the sky,
and wishing it'd end.
But that would make life,
just too **** easy.

Falling, tumbling, spinning,
in a frenzy of emotions.
Seems I have a new addiction,
hopefully this one won't disappoint.

Thinking, wondering, hoping,
I can be with you forever.
This feeling will never go away,
so I'll continue falling.