It's kind of funny, I only have you
But sometimes, I'm worse than a stranger to you
Your love can still move me like this,
Those sweet words and kisses that I miss

Words that you regretted as you turned around
As I struggle to search the affection that cannot be found
"Just pretend that nothing's happening"
The words you said to me makes my heart continues to sting

When today passes, I'm thinking about tomorrow
Asking myself how can I fight this sorrow
But now I have to do what is right,
Letting go of everything just for tonight

I can't touch you nor even hold you
Our happy ending that can't be true
Bitter tears, love and sweet smile
It's okay, let's rest for a while

People talk like they know you
I don't want to be lonely again
People judge like they know you
Some things are better left forgotten

I was doing so well and it all came crashing down
Tired of getting up on to be pushed back
Getting back the person that I own
I needed you to hold me back

Memories are trying to **** me
Some people pretend they're strong
Will you please, just hold me?
But in reality, they're miserable all along

Mentally gone but I'll be fine
What if I said it gets worse at night?
Getting my hopes up that someday you'll be mine
The thoughts get louder and nothing is right

You make me exist as myself