"Don't disrespect yourself, keep your clothes on. Let them love you for your nature not body"

I hate the mirror because it's always true.
It shows me from what what i'm gone through.
It shows me my ugliest scars that are given by the wars.
Wars between me and animal who silently killed my inner peace.
I never take photograph to suspect a single trace.
My love for you has turned to hate
Suddenly, one page life has turned for debate.
One beast killed my inner peace.
Now i'll never see anyone so trustable
No one could ever suspect a thing
My perfectly applied makeup hides everything
I hate the mirror because its always true
It shows me from what what i'm gone through.

Somewhere how it makes me so numb.
Is this a sign of being dumb.
Maybe, this is the tempting situation
Which razed my relations
Those days were sweet
With their warm breathe
A thirst for love in their eyes, looking at me.
As a kid eagerly waits for fruit from the tree
Somewhere how it makes me so numb
Is this a sign of being dumb
This empty soul needed to cry.
Which seems tough how hard i try.
Why i am senseless
Is this feeling is endless?
They were too kind
But understood my dark mind
Finally, everyone left me alone
With their deep unloved tone.

Take a look at me.
Tell me what you see.
Cant you see the tear in my eyes?
Or your heart became like an ice ?
The closeness once we had seems to have died.
How our love is gone when you don't even tried.
Where your love has gone.
Cant you see i've waited for so long.
My heart is broken.
Like a disappointed worker.
I still say that i'm taken.
I know i'm not awaken.
I'm learning how to survive, my dreams are still alive.
Take a look at me.
Tell me what you see.
Cant you see a ray of hope, in my eyes.
That day will come when you'll catch me like a mice.