you came in through a leak
filled me drip by drip
everybody is judgemental
if you're full of yourself
but im full of someone else

One plus one is two
Unless it's me and you
You make me feel like half
Of all that I am

Cry into the bedsheets
Tell me that you love me

Fall apart in my eyes
Tell me that we we won't capsize

Disappear into my soul
Tell me I make you whole

I'm chasing you for love
And I don't think it's all your fault
I get too attached
Pretend like this is mine to have
Its not though
...

Cigarettes in the dark
Sharp inhales and muted thoughts
Extensive conversations
Soft exhales and harsh words

I spoke with my demons today
They say I won't walk away this time
That for how ****** up this all is
I didn't need help ruining my life
Yikes.

You left a note

Never heard your cries
You weren't singing
Never was a lullaby

You were bled dry
Ate completely alive
I never saw it

You left a note

I've never danced
I could never be convinced
Seeing you across this room
Has me doubting that truth

You're eyes are pickpockets
Slowly working the locks
That enshroud my heart
And now I'm getting nervous

We slowly meet in middle
The lights get even dimmer
I wouldn't call this dancing
But we seem to do it well

I live in my own creation
Or I live in a godless simulation
Eh, its about the same.

You and I tried
We hate ourselves
And love each other
Not really.

You and I lied
We tell each other the truth
And wouldn't hurt another
Not really.

You and I
Not really.

Once I Leave.

Don't make me a martyr
Or a victim of my situation
Don't make me a poet
Or a painter of words
Don't make me a sob story
Or a bird that never enjoyed his wings
Just tell it how it is
And how it was.

I just got lost in the pages
I let the things in me
The things kept in cages
Take control and then I went.