Sitting here In a hotel In Albuquerque In Awe Of how we got here It really is just A series of chances Events that dictate Outcomes As you sleep I Am granted The time to realize I like this outcome So far.
The intro to a new series following the Number Series
Its the way You turn and look Straight into my soul The way you caress The steering wheel Like its my face The way the sun Seems to radiate Off of you And you ask me "Why are you smiling Like an idiot?"
I close my eyes And pretend No. I don't want to know Its not in my control No. You took everything Gave it all to someone new No. You did what you had to I can't be bitter No?
Let this be a reminder That while hell Is cruel and horrific It was this world That made me As dysfunctional And disgusting As I am Hell isn't my Designer