Austin Nathanial Woolsey

Austin Nathanial Woolsey Aug 2013

VERSE 1:
What is it that I keep making this same mistake over and over?
I’m trying to change I tell myself that I will stop but it never happens
I look at the mirror and I see me breaking other memories and emotions
I DON'T THINK ABOUT THE CHOICES I MAKE.
PER-CHORUS:
I turn to my friends for help but it looks like to me that they don't give a **** anymore
They only care for their career and there drugs.
VERSE 2:
The choice I make is going to end tonight
I try and listen but it never gets through to me in time
When I light up the last cigarette I feel more and more pain that I want to end my life.
No one would care if I died or went missing.
2x CHORUS:
I SCREAM
I SHOUT
WILL YOU HELP ME GET THROUGH THIS?
Before I make these choices I’m about to commit.
Please listen before it's too late for you to understand that I am already dead in everyones image.
I scream
PLEASE COME BACK.
VERSE 2:
The choice I make is going to end tonight
I try and listen but it never gets through to me in time
When I light up the last cigarette I feel more and more pain that I want to end my life.
No one would care if I died or went missing.
VERSE 1:
What is it that I keep making this same mistake over and over?
I’m trying to change I tell myself that I will stop but it never happens
I look at the mirror and I see me breaking other memories and emotions
I DON'T THINK ABOUT THE CHOICES I MAKE.
2x CHORUS:
I SCREAM
I SHOUT
WILL YOU HELP ME GET THROUGH THIS?
Before I make these choices I'm about to commit.
Please listen before it's too late for you to understand that I am already dead in everyones image.
I scream
PLEASE COME BACK.
OUTRO:
PLEASE ANSWER ME BEFORE IT'S TO LATE
TALKING TO YOU IS LIFE SAVING.

Austin Nathanial Woolsey Jun 2013

"Shut Up Or Get Out Of My Life"

Shut up or get out of my life
Verse
Every time I see you
I want to take a broken piece of glass
And stab my heart
You walk by
And tell me you’re sorry
For hurting me
Chorus
You lied cheated buried my love life
I know you are lying
So why don’t you go and
STAY AWAY!
Verse 2
You were never there when I needed you
I’ve tried and tried to get
Through your thick skull of yours
To shut up and listen to me
To what I have to say
Bridge
(SHUT UP OR GET OUT OF MY LIFE)
(SHUT UP OR GET OUT OF MY LIFE)
(SHUT UP OR GET OUT OF MY LIFE)
(SHUT UP OR GET OUT OF MY LIFE)
Learn what I have to say
Or get out of my life
Verse 3
I now walk all on my own the dark walls begin close I feel breath leaving my lungs and none of my words can escape my mouth. You stole my heart from the start but now everything is now torn apart. I will always love you but please shut up and listen to my voice for once.

THIS IS A SONG I WROTE A LONG TIME AGO WHEN I LOVED THE PERSON I HAD BEEN DATING FOR 3 YEARS. BUT SHE WOULDN'T LISTEN SO SHE IGNORED ME TO WHAT I HAD TO SAY. AND SO SHE DECIDED TO USE ME AND CHEAT ON ME.

Austin Nathanial Woolsey Jun 2013

"Without You"

The days go by
I see her face
You make me smile
You pick me up when i fall
You are the one that completes my heart
I wouldn't be able to succeed in life
Without you
You bring me this happiness that no one not even me can bring.
Into this wonderful world
Just to let you know you are the love of my life and nothing can stop that.
without you the world is incomplete and a lie.

Austin Nathanial Woolsey Jun 2013

THE STRUGGLED LIFE

I have struggled in life
When it comes to relationships with people
They always lie, cheat or just use me but when i find the right person. I'm the one that messes up or screws up the relationship.
When we sort things out we seem to get along just fine, when we fight we seem to love each other more
When there's no fighting it makes life have no adventure
You need some adventure in life some how or you'll never really get anywhere in life.

Austin Nathanial Woolsey Jun 2013

"Can You Help Me God"

The life I live is so hard, with all the people that distract me from the one I love most.
God what and why is it that I make these dumb choices above my own mind.
I know I've tried and tried to forget those memories but all I can do is thank about them and want to do more dumb stuff.
God if you are real can you help me
can you stop this habit that I can never break
will you help me gain faith in the holy spirit god
I want to forget all the memories that I wish I had never made
because I have a confession to make
I have been the person that you wouldn't want me to be
the person that would go out and party, smoke, drink and have a good time with all my friends
when I woke up this morning I had a feeling I didn't want to do those things anymore
I just want to be able to hang on to my faith for you
if you're out there and can hear me can you help me
get through these hardships that I'm having
can you help me have the courage to be able to
let people know about you
to let them know about you
to let them be able to notice what is wrong from right
God will just hear me for what I had to say.

Austin Nathanial Woolsey Jun 2013

"True Forgiving Friend"

Give me this friendship you have offered me
But since you my best friend that lives right down the road
You seem not to care anymore.
So why do I give you that second chance you deserve.
I'm always the forgiving friend that you could have
The one that chooses not to fight
The one that keeps each other on track with our friendship
But since you keep deciding to try and ruin my happiness
I guess we can never have a true friendship.
But if you choose to let me have the happiness I want most.
Then yes I will forgive you
and I will continue to be your friend.

I wrote this about a year ago because one of my friends had almost ruined my happiness and friendship, so I gave him another chance and I told him to read my poem and he took this poem and sealed to his heart because he doesn't want to loose my friendship.

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