i am worthless by myself

need to hold and be held or i'll self destruct

i'm like expensive china without a bit of self-worth

drop me too quickly and i'll willingly shatter on the ******* earth

i am worthless by myself

am I Evil
for wanting
to kiss you?

Evil?
for melting
to warm words spoken in hushed whispers?

Is it really Evil
of me
to glow in your presence?

or is it
Evil
to deny yourself
this one bit of Heaven?

I wanted to touch you
but I didn't this time

I wanted to kiss you
but you are not Mine

speakers pounded to the beat of my heart
my ears were ringing at the sight of you

my stomach tied in knots from the start
never been so close (can i struggle through?)

i wanna be adored
and its all your **** fault
(well actually its mine,
cause i knew from the start)

for thinking we could just be friends
i'm a lying fool

this won't end well

this
wont
end
well

Wasn’t always like this
Hands shaking,
Heart a-poundin’,
I wasn’t always like this
Struggling
Just to take a breath
I wasn’t always like this
But now I’m trying
Not to drown in myself

Wasn’t always like this
Please hold me
Together
So I don’t break even more

my nights are filled with a cold embrace
from someone else's familiar face
pasted onto the body i know

i'm searching
and hoping
for my skin-covered home

but it's never you,
not the one that i love

in my dreams i am doomed
to another's frigid touch

see, my subconscious knows
that in my heart,
i'm so cold
i see your face, hear your voice,
but cannot remember
how to hold

My life
NO LONGER ******* REVOLVES AROUND YOU

I need to get my eyebrows waxed
I have been for a while.
The pain and sting remind me
Of the one that caught my eye.
A time when once this was for you
I can hardly remember.
But,
My heart still throbs inside
When I think of last November