the words that i breathe,
i breathe unto you only.
wisps of my love,
sent out by pure will

and the words that i breathe,
are my lifeline;
thin wire,
connecting  me-------to -------you

and these words that i breathe
cannot be seen
but i feel them so strongly

for these words that i breathe
are the deep, dark and huge longings
that i feel towards you.

I want to lie on sheets of vapor-
to fall asleep on a bed of clouds;
and when my dream-like wings are gone, dear,
I want you,
all to myself.

I’m not saying that the love I felt wasn't true,

but you’re long gone —you were never here,

and you've got someone that you hold very dear.

I’m taking the long road away, far away,

Maybe I’ll run into you again some day.

But I hope not,

because if I do,

then I might just fall back in love with you.

I’m done with pining,

and sighing,

and moaning,

because I’ll never ever have you,

and it’s about time that I get going.

Dwelling on my failure

to share how I feel,

is not going to help anything,

I mean c’mon, let’s be real.

It’s my fault that you never even knew-

in fact you still don’t-

and that’s my fault too.

It’s better that way, though,

so I’ll let this be.

Goodbye my first love,

you never even knew me.

Cheeks flushed,
Golden hair so thin...
I gaze upon you
Many a morning.
Achingly,
I chart
Your every movement,
And hope to create more
False
Assumptions
About your being,
And your doings

You were             g  o  n  e
before i had come.
A leftover
s
     h
        e
           l
               l
from an
emotional death.
no   Soul
no   Heart
no   Smile
no   Head
and,
compared to my heart,
what's left of You
is even more dead.