I'm bleeding.
I'm bleeding.
I'm bleeding today.
I bleeding in a away  that cramps me for days.
I hate it.
I hate it.
In every which way.
But.
What can I say.
This is this price every woman must pay.
A womb is a room that it made of love.
Yes right now it's covered in blood. But.
Someday it will turn into love you see.
No longer covered in blood.
But.
Instead a baby love.

Legs legs walk with me.
Don't you know I wanna see.
I believe I will be.
Like a rushing wild sea.  
If only legs you can keep up with me.
Sure it hurts.
Here life lurks.  
One of my only perks.  
To be free.
Just be me.
Please legs continue.
Hold me high.  
Until I touch the sky and fly.
Pain might be apart of me.
But.  
All I see is beauty.

Body body please listen to me.  
I wish only to just be me.  
I'm here everyday.
I just wanna run & play.  
Have fun.
I don't understand?
Why life gave me this plan.
It's too bland.
Body body listen to me.  
Let me be free.  
This pain is what I must bear.  
I know life  is not fair.
Give my body to me.  
It's mine you see...

Path Path made of glass
Will you last
Or break as past
Time moves fast
Have your blast
Remember your
Path is made of glass
It may break
But that's the stake
It's not fake
It's up to you.
What you make.
Who knows....
It may never break.

I dreamt about you Daddy.
I remember every word.
You told me how you had to leave.
To a different world.
You told me to be strong.
And how I feel isn't wrong.  
I'm sorry Daddy.
The pain sang you this song.  
You tried.  
We cried.
Having to say goodbye.  
That final look in your eye.  
I just knew that you would die.
Reaching to the stars.
I feel you so far away.  
Yet close in almost every way.
Words you would say still float around this day.  
I wish there was away.
Just to say.
I love you Daddy.
Nights bring my dreams.  
And.
Those are beams.
Full of light forever bright.





.

Up & down
The World goes all around
Not a minute to waste on a frown.
Instead maybe a thought of a clown.  
Or something pretty I found.
Feel your life with a smile.
I know that I'll.
Keep my head up high.
And
Always shoot for the sky.  
And
Remember in my heart
I can fly.

I really miss you Daddy. 
 I think about you everyday.
There is so much I wish I could hear you do and say.
If only we had Just One more day. There's so much I wanna say. 
 Some part of me knew that our time was running short.
I refuse to let you disappear.
It would tear me apart.
  I see you in the trees.
You will never leave me.
Not a single memory.
  Your in all my words and stories.
Your the way I see this world.
Ill always be your baby girl.  
I love Dad.
Your something I'm glad I always had.
  You're always my number one Dad.
Your daughter

I sit here with fear...
My pain will attain my sanity.
That certain part of me.
The tick,  that flicker of light.  
My fight.
What is truly me.
Time has passed and the pain has lasted.
My heart beats fast.
I think fast.
How long Will Time pass.  
Pain.
Sharp as glass.
I think I'll pass on anger.
This pain has no gain.  
It makes like look vain at times.  
I choose to not loose.  
I will see beauty in all that I see.
Thats me.

Time comes and goes.
Busy by life.
Happiness, sadness, anger.
Memories...
Some good some bad.
All memories I'm somewhat glad
I had.
Keep going.
People I miss.
People  I have kissed.  
Rarely I get to see you all.
But.  
When I feel I will fall
I stop to remember all of y'all.
With every truth and all certainty.
I have every bit of love.
And I feel unity